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I have a boyfriend who loves playing Mobile Legend, I always support him because that‘s what girlfriends should do. But not until the time comes that he always playing that. halos mawalan na siya ng oras sa akin, sa relasyon namin. Even his obligation as a boyfriend for me. he forgot that he have a girlfriend who also need his attention and time.
“Babe I‘m so sorry, I‘ve been busy this past few days, there's a lot of things that I had to do, babawi ako promise.”I scoffed when I read his text, agad na kumunot ang noo ko.
“Busy saan? sa mobile legend? Jacob, I always support you for playing that, but now I can‘t do it, nawawalan ka ng oras sa ‘kin, hindi mo na naaalala na may girlfriend ka!” I typed it with full of anger.
“Babe I‘m really really sorry, babawi ako promise.” I know his sincere on his text, but I can‘t keep it again, ilang beses n‘ya ng sinabi yan, pero hindi naman natupad.
“Ilang beses mo ng sinabi ‘yan Jacob, pero ano? Hanggang kailan ako maghihintay ng bawi mo? If you can‘t keep your promises let just break up, I‘m tired of waiting I am so fucking tired.” tears covering my eyes while typing those words.
“Babe no please, babawi ako.” I just seen his reply and didn‘t bothered to reply.
I go to my bed and cried, I released all the pain and tears on my pillow.
Three weeks passed, Jacob kept on texting me, he kept saying sorry and ask me wait for him, but I just seen it and didn‘t bothered to reply to him.
I was scrolling on my newsfeed when my bestfriend's messages popped on my phone screen, I seen it immediately baka may chismis s‘ya.
“Hoy, nabalitaan mo ba ang nangyari kay Jacob?” agad na nawala ang pag ka excited ko nang mabasa ang text niya.
“Hindi, at wala akong pake.” I replied to her and rolled my eyes.
“Talaga? wala kang pake? try to stalk him, let‘s see if you really won‘t care.” pang hahamon n‘ya, I don‘t know why, but I felt something weird, and this something isn‘t good.
I can‘t ignore this feeling that‘s why I immediately searched Jacob‘s account, I scrolled down to his timeline that make me suprised.
ʻRest in peace Jacob, we will miss you.ʼ ʻBakit ka naman nang-iwan agad Jacob, ang daya mo.ʼ ʻSabi mo walang sukuan, pero ikaw mismo ang sumuko.ʼ
Ilan lang ʻyan sa mga post ng kaibigan nʻya sa timeline niya.
Agad akong lumabas ng kuwarto at pumunta sa bahay nila habang pinipigilan ko ang mga luha na tumulo I keep on telling to myself that this is just his prank, this is just a prank, he loves pranking me.
ngunit puting kabaong kaagad ang bumungad sa akin nang makatapak ako sa bahay nila, I want to go near to him, but my feet stuck on the ground. Agad na nandilim ang paligid ko at tanging kabaong niya lamang ang nakikita ko.
“N-No..” a loud sobs came out to my mouth when I saw his name on the death tarpoline.
“Anong ginagawa mo dito!? lumayas ka dito! dahil sayo namatay ang anak ko!” agad akong napalingon sa mama ni Jacob, masama ang tingin nito sa akin at umiiyak habang inaawat ng mga tao.
“T-Tita, s-sorry po.” I kneeled down to her and my throat got dried.
“Anong sorry!? hindi maibabalik ng sorry mo ang buhay ng anak ko! dahil sa ‘yo sumuko s‘ya, dahil sayo!” She shouted bakas sa boses n‘ya ang galit at sakit.
“D-Dahil sa akin?” I looked around and I saw everyone is looking at me with full of anger, hate and disgust.
“basahin mo.” Kyle — Jacob‘s friend coldly uttered as he gave me a brown envelope.
Pinilit kong tumayo kahit na nanghihina ako, I tooked a deep sighed before I open the envelope.
“Hi babe, I missed you so much, I‘m so sorry kung nawalan ako ng oras sayo, nagpapagaling kasi ako sa sakit ko and I keep it a secret kasi ayoko nang isipin mo pa ako, but look what happened you broke up with me because you thought that I prioritize Mobile legends than you, hell no, hey! babe, you‘re wrong I‘m fighting againts this cancer because I wanna live with you forever. But now, why should I keep on fighting, I lost you, I lost the reason, anyway.”
my chest gets heavy, bigla na lamang akong napaupo nang mabasa ko ang sulat n‘ya, I can‘t imagine all this time he‘s suffering and because of me, he gave up, he died.
“J-Jacob n-no!” I yelled and sobs
KASABAY ng pagpatak ng ulan ang walang tigil ng pagpatak ng aking mga luha, kasing lakas ng kidlat ang pagsusumamo ko na sana hindi ko nalang siya iniwan, na sana maiibabalik ko ang oras at ang nakaraan. ngunit hindi na, huli na.
he died, he gave up. and the reason was me, kung alam ko lang, kung inalam ko lang bakit s‘ya nawawalan ng oras, If I waited for him maybe we‘re still together, I regret, I regret that I was being Immatured that time.
“Miss may truck!” rinig kong sigaw ng mga tao sa direksyon ko, I looked at my left side at nasilaw ako sa ilaw ng isang malaking truck. sinubukan kong umiwas pero huli na.
naramdaman ko nalang na nakahiga na ako sa sahig habang nauulanan, napapalibutan ng maraming tao, tarantang taranta at humihingi ng tulong.
“What a perfect timing, Hey babe wait for me, I‘m coming.”Iwhispered and everything went dark.
