Inks And Words (One-shot stories and poems)

TERIFFIED

i‘ve read a tons of romance-fantasy books, i‘ve watched a  
      lot of romance movies, i‘ve seen a lot of couples passing by   
                     the street. and now, i started to wonder;
    how it feels when someone treating you like a queen like in a    
       romance fantasy book, how it feels kissing you in the rain like in  
          the romance movies, how it feels when someone holding    
                         your hands while walking to the streets.

how does it feels?
           when you have someone like knight and shining armor,     
                        that will save and protect you at all cost.
how does it feels, when someone throw a flowery words while    
                  looking at your eyes filled of tears and sincerity,
how does it feels, when you have someone that you can call           
                        ʻhomeʼ i wanna feel the selcouth things.
                          i want to experience, yet i‘m terrified.

i have many what if‘s; what if the “knight and shining armor” is only exist in romance fantasy? what if kissing in the rain is not really happend in reality? what if while we‘re walking to the street, we will separate our ways and never encounter our paths again. and what if that “happy ending” only exist in romance-fantasy books and romance movies?

                          i‘m curious about that thing called
                               “love” yet scared to commit.

Posted : Sept. 19, 2022.