My Captain

Part 14

TW: knifes, not mentioned much but still. If your not comfortable feel free to skip.

It was now around eleven o'clock and the film had finished. I Felt a sudden feeling of pressure on my chest(it wasn't Leah). I knew what was about to happen. Lee, I know this is going to sound a bit weird, but you need to trust me. I need to go outside for a while, Juul are you okay? Yeah I'm alright I said, but I just really need some air. I walked into the hallway, and grabbed my skateboard that was laying on the ground. When i got outside i skated to the skatepark i passed when walking the dogs. The pressure on my chest was still there. That feeling on my chest is for me an indicator that a panic attack was coming. Normally when I was with wolfsburg or my national team, Jill, Viv, Jackie or Daan went with me to ensure I was safe. But this time of course not, I could not ask that from leah. Also the reason for this upcoming panic attack was unknown for me, maybe it had something to do with Leah or Jordan or something. It doesn't matter at the moment, the only thing that matters now is that I get it under control before it happens.

I walked with my board onto the halfpipe to do an indrop that lets say out of the hundred times about 99 times goes flawless. But this was that 1 in a hundred times. I wasn't focused and slowly lost control of my board. and just as i was going up at the other side of the halfpipe, my board shot away from under my feet.

The next few moments felt like they were happening in slow motion. My board shot into the air, I fell down and managed to turn mid air to have my hands downwards to try and catch myself. When I landed I heard a snap in my right wrist, and there was this sharp pain in my wrist. I got up ready to go back home. I found my skateboard laying on the ground about 10 metres from the ramp, snapped in half. While collecting the pieces of my board, I thought to myself fuck why did it have to break I litteraly have no spare ones here(all of Jules boards are at Jill's or at her parents home). Then I saw something approaching me with something in its hand, in the corner of my eye. As it came close pretty fast, I saw that it was a drunk man with a really sharp looking knife in his hand. He swung the blade at my face, I couldn't dodge it because it happened so fast. He hit my right eye and eyebrow, I felt blood dripping out the wound. The next few swings I could luckily dodge, and ran back home. I didn't need to worry about the man following me, because I knocked him out with a kick to the nose. I ran as fast as I could, ignoring the sharp pain in my wrist and face.

AN: the skateboard at the top is Jules' board that snapped.