My Captain

Part 17

We were now in the chill room, both sitting on the same couch. I was absolutely heartbroken that I couldn't train, with the euros around the corner. I was cuddled into Leah, while holding her hand. Jay, how are you feeling? Like shit, honestly I shouldn't have gone outside last night. I should've told you about it, then I wouldn't have scared you like that. I said while holding in my tears, But a couple tears still fell. Leah wiped them off my cheek with her thumb, while looking at me with a soft smile. It doesn't matter baby, the only thing that matters right now is that you are safe. She said while softly pecking my lips. What do you say if after training I walk the dogs, and then we can maybe do something together that you want to. I'll also cook some simple dinner, so you can relax. I pecked her lips, that sounds really nice baby. Are you sure you want to do all those things? I don't want to be difficult. Yeah of course baby, she said. She then kissed me softly but passionate, on the lips. We both didn't hear that someone had walked into the room. Hello my little love birds, oh god what happened to you Juul? Viv said. Of course it was Viv who walked in on us, why can't we just have a little moment I thought. Oh hiiii Viv, we both said in sync. What have you done Juul, you look like shit. I told you that when I'm going to have a panic attack I go skateboarding right? Yeah you of course, Jill or Jackie usually went with you right. Yes but yeah I fractured my wrist because I fell. Then I was attacked with a knife. I'll be okay, my wrist should be healed in time for the euros and I'll have a scar on my face. At least I will probably look a lot better with that scar, I said laughing a bit while still being cuddled into Leah.
But Jules, we're going to have a talk later about this, Viv said. Yeah that's totally fair I said. We all went back to doing something on our phones. There was of course no more snogging between Leah and me, but she did kiss me on my head a couple times because Viv wasn't paying attention. Viv was busy snogging Beth, they are pretty open about their relationship with the team. They haven't yet made it official on social media, but they will do that when they're ready. I was a bit jealous of them but yet again, Leah and I aren't together. I think I'm really falling deeply for her, I thought to myself.