Wishes, regrets, and apologies.

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Your pov.

I finished Nicks work within three hours. Delilah and Nick were not home yet but I didn't want to leave my room because of Springtrap. So, I sat on my bed and turned on my phone, going onto Snapchat and messaging my friends.

You: Hey guys! What's up?

Payton: Nothin much! Wby?

Kylee: hanging w my mom.

Paxton: playing basketball. Hey, how have you been since.. you know..

I frowned, thinking about my parents.

You: I've been doing okay. I moved in with my uncle and he's got a weird animatronic hanging around with Delilah and living w us.

Kylee: LIKE ONE FROM FAZBEARS FRIGHT?!?

You: yeah. Sorta.. he's the one that tried to kill me. If you guys remember.

Payton: OMG ARE YOU OKAY?! HAS HE DONE ANYTHING TO YOU?!

You: No, he's kinda changed.. you could say he's less.. murderey..

Paxton: That's cool and scary at the same time. Hope he doesn't do anything to you or Delilah. Stay safe!

Then Paxton went offline. You smiled at his text.

Kylee: yeah! Just watch out for him. He might do something unexpected.

You: well actually, he gave me 20 bucks because I won a game of Crazy Eights against him.

Payton: SLAYYYY!!!!

Kylee: Hah! That's interesting! Still, we wouldn't want you to get hurt so just watch your back!

You: Thanks guys!

Kylee & Payton: Your welcome!

You: I think I'm gonna watch out for my uncle and Delilah. They went out a few hours ago so I'm just waiting here with the animatronic.
See you guys later!!

Kylee: See you y/n!! Love ya!

Payton: Bye y/n!! Luv uuu

You: love you guys too, see yah!

With that, you put your phone down and sat up. That stupid thing isn't gonna get in the way of chocolate chip cookies. IM GETTIN OUTA HERE. I thought, opening up my door.
I snuck downstairs, hoping I wouldn't be spotted by Springtrap.

When I reached the kitchen, I seen him, making something on the stove. I mentally face palmed myself and pinched the bridge of my nose. I walked to the cabinet with the cookies in it and went on my tippy-toes to get them.

Sadly enough, I wasn't tall enough. -_-

Then I seen a hand, specifically Springtraps, effortlessly reach into the cabinet and grab the pack of cookies. I sighed, looking down.
"Please, just listen to me?" Springtrap pleaded, handing me the cookies. I took a deep breath and nodded, not wanting to say anything to him. "I know I didn't have the right to say what I said. I'm sorry y/n. I should have never brought them up. I'm so sorry, please forgive me." Was Springtrap.. begging? Oh lord...

I turned around and looked up at him, my eyes tearing up again. "Did you know..., that I never even got to say goodbye to them? Or even tell them that I loved them before they left..?"
I wiped a tear away from my face. "We had a big argument before they left. I told them that they never spent time with me, that all their attention went to their work and making money. I.. I told them.. that I h-hated them.."

I could hardly stand at that moment. Spring trap kneeled down and held me so I wouldn't fall. "I told them multiple times t-that I hated t-them.. I never talked t-to them after that. N-not even a phone call." I broke down, falling to my knees as I vented to Springtrap.
"When I seen on t-tv, and got a call that they had died in that accident, I r-regretted everything. S-so much. I wished that I had died instead of t-them." Springtrap pulled me into a hug, letting all my tears fall onto him.
"I want to tell them that I love them.. so much. I wish I never said any of those harsh things, I wish we never fought, I wish they never left, I wish I died instead of them, I wish I could tell them that I love them.. so much.."

A few seconds after that, I was screaming and yelling-crying into Springtraps shoulder, letting all of my angry and sad tears out. Letting everything out. I felt him hold me tighter, but in a comforting way. "I.. wish I could take back the things I did. Killing the children.. everything. I lost my family too. But it was because of me. Because of my stupid animatronics that I built. Because I found satisfaction in their screams and cries. I turned into a madman. Killing my daughter, two sons, and wife. I regret all of it. My son.. Micheal.. I said I hated him too. I told him that it was his fault that my other son died. It wasn't. If I hadn't created what I did, none of it would have happened and I would still have my children.. I feel you y/n.. I really do.."
I felt guilty about what I said earlier too. Now that I know how Springtrap felt about it. I guess he felt the same way earlier too.

"I'm sorry about what I said too.. I shouldn't have said that either.. about the children.. and you.." I confessed, looking at Springtrap.
He just chuckled. "No, that was well deserved. Believe me." I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into another hug. That's when we heard the door open and a very happy Delilah walked in with a very tired Nick. "Oooh! Group hug? I love those!!" She said, running up to us and hugging us both.
I giggled and wrapped my arm around her and so did Springtrap.

"Awhh! That's cute." Nick said from the front door, taking off his shoes. "I'm off to bed. Delilah you too! It's wayyyyy past your bedtime!!" Delilah sighed and pulled away.
"Awhhhh!! Oh well.. goodnight y/n!! Goodnight Springtrap!!" Delilah said, running up the stairs. Me and Springtrap got up. I put the cookies on the counter and closed the cabinet. "Thank you.. for that." I shyly said, looking up at him. "No, thank you." He looked back down at me. I gave a light smile and leaned against his chest.

"I think it's time we go to bed. Talk more in the morning?" Springtrap said, swooping me off my feet and into his arms, walking upstairs to my room. "Yuhh huh.." I mumbled, closing my eyes and letting sleep take over me.
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End of Chapter 8!

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