O N Y X|| URBAN

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Cyerika

February 6th

Today was the day , I needed to get my shit together , I've had enough with the sad shit and once you get over it , it's not that bad .

I've decided to go planned parenthood today and get my real results . I had to snap back to reality .

I was getting bigger , but I couldn't have been no more than a month if I were to be pregnant, I was starting to see a faint line going down the middle of my stomach .

I don't care , I'm not pregnant until they say it

I slicked my hair back into a bun and got dressed , then after I got kaiel dressed and headed out .

Mo had went off to school and Ms ruby was at work , I should be back before both get home.

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It was a little cold outside but it felt nice , I hadn't been outside in a while .

" I'm tired" kaiel said reaching for me

We hadn't even been walking 5 minutes , and I was tired my damn self .

" only for a few mama" i said

I picked her up and put her on my hip and continued walking .

all of a sudden I seen a police car slow up beside me and they let the window down .

" where you headed to" he asked

" uhh to the store" i said

" you need a ride" he asked

" no I'm fine I'm almost there thanks " i said

" you look tired and plus you're carrying a small child" he said

" I'm fine sir" i said

" it'll be a quick ride , it's just down the street" he said

I eventually gave in my feet were killing me i put kaiel and the backseat then got in myself & he drove off .

" how old are y'all" he asked

" ..... I'm 13 , she's 3" i said

as we were driving more I realized we were far from the corner store .

" where are we going" I asked

" I left my walkie talkie back at the station we just gotta go get it then we'll be on our way " he said

" what grade are you in" he asked

" 8th grade" i said

" why aren't you in school today" he asked

" I wasn't feeling good" i said

" so where are your parents ?" He asked

Oh my goodddd stfu and drive .

" home " i said

" do they know where you're headed ?" He asked

" um .... why does it matter" I said

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we shortly arrived at the police at the police station , my stomach was in knots , like something was wrong or maybe I was just sick as always .

" you can get out" he said

" I'm fine" i said

" I can't just leave you in here get out" he said