O N Y X|| URBAN

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Flashback*

January 6th

Cyerika

Atp I was in the car with areyon as he was kissing on my neck , he stuck his hand under my shirt and started playing with my nipples .

I wasn't getting turned on , I felt more drained & uneasy I just wanted to spend time with him

" get in the back" he said

" I'm not in the mood to do anything " I said

He looked at me with a blank stare .

"  you wanna give me head then" he asked

" I just don't feel like doing anything I just wanna relax" i said

" hmm , coo" he said driving off

I was anxious now , I never told him no , as we drove further I started feeling sick .

" pull the car over" i said

" what ??" He said

" I have to throw up" i said

He pulled the car over and I opened the door to throw up .

" what's wrong ? wtf you ate" he asked

" I only ate some hashbrowns , it's what I'm smelling that's making me nauseous" i said

" ion smell nun but weed , and that's never made you sick before" he said

" I don't know , probably just the stomach bug" I said

" shidd we can smoke if you want" he said

" I just told you the smell was making me sick" i said

" well ight I'm finna take you home since you don't wanna do shit and you don't feel good " he said

" so you're taking me home because I won't have sex with you or smoke with you , I don't wanna do shit because it's not what you wanna do , I hate you" i said

" man stfu , you taking shit too deep , I'm taking you home because you are sick why would we just keep driving if you getting sick " he said

" I don't wanna tty shut up" i said

" okay then gtf out the car then" he said

" no take me home" i said

" nah get out you and your nasty ass attitude can go , acting like a fucking child" he said

" how fucking old do you expect me to act ?? I'm 13" I yelled

" okay bit and ?? you act stupid asf , you wanna make a argument outta nothing " he said

" okay areyon take me home , I don't wanna be around you anymore because you don't care about ts you say to me" I said feeling tears forming .

He pulled up and started driving , the rest of the car ride was silent

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we pulled back up to moriahs grandma house , and I got out and slammed the door .

I walked in and seen mo watching tv .

" hey" she said

She looked at my face and immediately could tell something was wrong .

" what's wrong ?" She asked

" nothing I'm just tired" I said

I looked at myself in the mirror as I was passing by .

" I'm getting so fat , I hate myself" I said