Accidental

CHAPTER 12

Armen POV

I felt pain and only pain in my whole body, there was a numbness everywhere when I felt somebody kissing me,wait...what's happening?

I tried opening my eyes but couldn't do it , it felt so good the lips felt so good, the kiss was like out of the world, I tried to see the owner of such fucking heavenly lips and finally saw an angel right in front of me, those were the same lips that I saw through window , am I dying after that stupid accident, is this what it is, why is she so panicked in that case ? "a.n..g..el "  I tried call her but it fucking hurted so much, I can't do this  " Hey!! Hey stay with me " I could hear her angelic voice but I can't answer her." Hey please stay with me , please..please" She was sobbing, I tried to focus more on her face but It was a complete blur ,  " a..n..e l." I tried calling her one more time but it was nearly impossible, it was like somebody was choking me hard " Hey don't die on me please, come on you can do this, live for me please".  I could hear her crying now, she was crying for a total stranger, for me...I hadn't met a person like that selfless before, she wasn't crying with that bastard and she wouldn't fucking cry with me!

I tried to move my hand to touch her but Fuck it hurted I gathered all my strength and tried wipe that moronic tear off her face but I couldn't take it anymore everything went black..

My every single moment of life was passing through my eyes slowly fading away,  it's nice , no pain maybe it's easier if I'll just die , there is no reason to live anyways , dad will be fine without me Maxim would take care of him. The memories are slowly fading away with the pain when I heard her...once again...." What happened that you don't want to live  fallen angel , I know life can be hard , people are afraid of death but in reality life's the one that causes pain  but you know what it's worth it , it's worth living because there are always thorns in rose ,  every beautiful thing is achieved after a little pain , if life takes from you it gives double than that too, think about the people you care for, people who are still in line to meet you in future the one who will change your life for better if not for anybody else live for me , I want to meet you , to know you , I want to share Dima's pastries with you , want to be your friend and we can go on crazy adventures together, what do you say? Hmm? ".

I want to meet to you too bakery angel , I know I don't deserve you but  you and me have to be more than friends.... I am too selfish for that....

She talked to me for really long, so innocent, she explained everything like she knew I was listening , all for me...a person she doesn't even know..  her voice soothing my every single pain...I could hear her sing a beautiful Lullaby it's so magical God...who is this girl? And why now send her to me when I am dying ?

That question ringed in my ear ,I can't die I want to see her , cherish her , kiss those lips, eat those bastard's pastries if that's what she wants, hell I have to live! I felt a new strength and there she was...as soon as I opened my eyes she was there...her face was still blurry....

I could see the doctors coming in and the damn doctors were pushing her out that was all I could see before blackness surrounded me. 

I woke up to a, my head hurting like somebody trying to dig a hole.                " Uggghh...w.ate..r " ." oh you're awake". A lady that seemed like a doctor....gave me water which instantly soothed my dried as Sahara desert throat and the events came back to me.. Angel...

"Where's..the..girl?". She looked at me confused then a recognition passed through her eyes but she masked it quickly, I'm run a fucking multi-billion dollar buisness it's easy for me to read eyes " Which girl??"
Why the hell is she lying? " The girl who brought me here ". I gave her one more chance anger is now surging my veins, why did she left in the first place after taking care of me all this time she didn't even wanted to meet me? " I give you one fucking chance tell me where the hell is the girl ".  She looked scared, good she should be fucking scared !

" Look there wasn't any girl a man brought her here"I was going to make her vomit the truth when my dear dad came in with another doctor          " Son!! Oh my god". " I'm fine now     dad ". He asked the doctor about my condition and I tried to remember her face but fuck everything was a blur except her Lullaby and her words nothing seem to come back to my mind.... " Tell me about the girl Miss Lisa otherwise I'll make sure you don't perform any other surgery in this lifetime".

My voice louder this time." There wasn't any girl Sir it was a man that brought you here , maybe she was a figment of your imagination". Did she just said that, she isn't a damn imagination, I know what I saw. I can't control myself now " WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THERE WASN'T ANYBODY, I SAW HER WITH MY OWN FUCKING EYES " the answer is clear she's hiding about her but why ??       

" Look Mister it's a hospital zone please don't shout and for the last time a man brought you here and he left after that you were not in any state to understand what's going around when you came here , Okay? ". This woman is testing my patience  "Don't. Fucking. tell.me.what.to. do, okay?? It won't take me long to shut your little place down , I know what I saw and a girl was here ".

The doctor.. Samuel , at least that's what written on his batch was trying to say something when my dad interrupted  " You have created enough drama, let's go now, do you know how hard it was to hide your whereabouts till now , in about half an hour the media will raid this place if we don't leave ,  don't add  more things to  my miseries "  Damn it's his that final voice but it won't Stop me Today I was going to say something more when doctor Samuel said   " Son it was just your imagination you should go now but remember to have some sort of medical help , you need it "  she wasn't a imagination , she was real the most real person I met but I have to think about this matter thoroughly.

I don't have time right now, the media will really raid this place in less than an hour and there will be fucking quizzes from engagement ceremony to this accident ." I don't know what game you people are playing, I don't believe you but I have to go right now, you two " I pointed at both of the idiots " Mark my words you'll pay for lying to me the very day I'll find the truth about the girl". It's the truth I'll give them a tour to hell if I came to know that they were hiding about my angel.

I went out with my dad looking one more time back at the hospital, I still cannot understand why did she left? I refuse to believe that she was a fucking imagination, I'll find you angel..

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