CHAPTER 39

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Wonder POV

" Whoa..." I sighed out loud and he calmly went away like nothing out of sorts happened, this is the same guy who wanted me to vacate the earth itself few days ago , What magic exactly hit him to behave this way? Okay,I  believed that he is sorry for everything he did because of the look he held in his silver pools and he confirmed by spending a day with me, leaving the rest of the things behind he came with me to make things up for me the same eyes that I can read like a nursery rhyme book held a promise when he said ' I will not stop till I have you ' how can a person change this fast it's not like I'm not happy.

I was dancing on my bed last night , my heart was beating out of pace... and it freaking almost came out of mouth today when he said those words and I am shocked why I didn't fainted when he put my hands on his...manhood, I am sure I'm blushing hard by now thinking about how big he really was, I have never touched someone's Penis beforeHe is making it hard for me to stay away.

Behind all that asshole persona there is my Armen.., I knew that from day one because there is no bad in the world that can exist without a little good, every bad is associated with something good and every good is associated with something bad , that's what my dad has taught me and I just wanted to help that good resurface a bit.

He is definitely a Grinch it is a part of his personality including sassy, sexy , commanding, dominating , stoic etc..but he's soft , caring, loving too , he loves Maxim and his dad , he do cares about people in his own way....he donates half of what he earns and is a bit of a adorable stubborn kid.

I was definitely attracted to him from day one , who wouldn't?? he's Walking talking definition of sensuality but I didn't even realised when I fell in love with him in the process of helping him, When did he became my love from my responsibility...I love that stupid man unconditionally, people might think I'm really stupid, I'm a strong independent women that don't need anybody especially an ass like Armen but I didn't choose this, it just happened, love has no boundaries no at all....it sounds so so stupid but I can't see my  future without him, without me handling him the sweet latte and wishing him a good morning , without working with him, without quarreling with him , without irritating him....hehe....

I'm that dependent on him....Still it doesn't scares me, maybe this is what a strength of love is. Every. Single.day I fell more in love with him , I loved the glimpses of my sweet hidden Armen at first just him but I soon realised  There is not even a single part of him that I don't love...not a single one, even the Grinchy arrogant bastard.

As I'm realising how much I have come to love him my eyes are filling with tears, not of grief but of happiness,  he doesn't even know I have already surrendered my body and soul to him and I don't want anything in return except being by his side as long as I am alive....

I'm all his to take whenever he wants , I did that the day I realised I love him and Yesterday was a fairy tale for me and I am so ready to give my first time to him no matter what he does after, the words he said today did made my made soul backflip inside, I don't want anything from him but it would be a dream come true if he returned my feelings which I know will remain a dream, he's confused about everything but I am still ready to be with him the only hurdle being I have to tell him about the accident first....

I can't have any kind of relationship with him based on a secret, it's not right this is the only reason that is stopping me  and of course I had to make that infatuation shit last night and today because of the same reason. I really thought I was reading him wrong when he flirted with me yesterday but when he kissed, oh what a kiss it was...not now....

I thought it was his mere attraction but after today it's pretty clear that it's more then that .I'm still thinking of a way to tell him , I am sure hell will break loose when I will tell him based on what Maxy told me about how hard he looked for me.

Well, it's not my fault he didn't asked or mentioned about the accident to me , so why should I initiate something like this?? But I have to tell him before I lose my control and go all the way down the road. Maybe I should try telling him today , during long drive , Yeah that's what I'm going to do .

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