sk8 The Infinity: More Than Faith (Miya Chinen x Male Reader OC)

I thought he knew..

Pov Reki

"What are we gonna do?"

Everytime me and Langa came down the ramp and crossed eachothers path, we spoke up. "I don't know if I want to do something", Langa replied skating past me again. "What's that supposed to mean?", I questioned him.

Langa suddenly stopped in the middle of the ramp and looked at me. I stopped next to him as well. "What do you think it means, Hunter kissed you. How am I supposed to feel", Langa said with his monotone voice. I sighed and let myself fall to the ground. I sat down crosslegged and looked up before saying something. "I know that.. but I also know he didn't mean it".

"That's easy for you to say..", Langa replied now sitting in front of me. "Are you really that mad at him?". "Yes, very actually", Langa started, "but I guess he is punishing himself hard enough..".

"You tell me.. he hasn't come out of his room in over a week. He didn't even go to school.. we bring him his dinner and put it in front of the door. Sometimes there will be a full plate left in front of the door when we come back, and sometimes only a half plate".

"What about Miya, have you talked to him? He hasn't been at S either. Joe and Kaoru are worried sick", Langa asked leaning backwards on his hands.

"I have, and he wants nothing to do with me. He sais its over and that there's nothing we can do", I told Langa. "And you believed him?". "What else was I supposed to do! I tried to get him to talk to Hunter, but he scolded me and walked away".

Langa suddenly smacked his forehead. "What, did I do something stupid?", I asked. "Yes! We both know Miya is not gonna show his emotions if you just ask him. You gotta push through that brik wall of his..", Langa said. "And how are we supposed to do that?".

Langa stood up and reached out his hand for me to take it. "Let's go to Miya's. I have an idea".

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Pov Miya

'I kissed Reki'

At school..

'I kissed Reki'

When I go to bed or when I wake up..

'I kissed Reki'

From skating to doing homework..

'I kissed Reki'

It's all I can hear.. over and over and over and over and.. I hate him for it.. Right? Its his fault! How could he.. it is his fault, right? I didn't overreact.. I know it's his fault! Yet I'm still thinking about it..

It's been a week ago, that should be enough time, right? I should already be over it, so why am I not!

'Because you love him'

No I don't.. he kissed Reki, I can't love him.

'You do'

"I don't love him, dammit!"

I looked around and realised the whole class was staring at me. I had hit the desk and stood up while shouting.

Ofcourse everyone is..

"Mr. Chinen, can I help you?", the teacher asked in a cocky manner. I rolled my eyes and put my bag over my shoulder. Without saying a word I walked out of class.

"Young man, come back here!", I heard the teacher shout after me as I left the classroom, but I completely ignored him.

I'm just done with everything. I am just so mad and I feel like could cry all the time!

I walked into the bathroom and splashed some water in my face. "Calm down Miya", I spoke up softly, "this is nothing. Just go home and forget about it". I know its weird to talk to yourself, but it seems to help me right now. Bit by bit..

I dried of my face with a paper towel and looked back at the mirror. I sighed before walking out of the bathroom. As I walked out, I saw 2 familiar faces walking towards my classroom in my direction. My eyes widened and my heart started beating abnormally fast, but I didn't want to let them know.

Langa and Reki..

I put on a desintrested face and started making my way in their direction to try and walk past them. I know they are here for me, but I don't feel like talking to them..

Pov Reki

"We noticed Miya coming out of the bathroom a few meters in front of us. We could see he didn't expect us, but in an instant, his regular disinterested expression was shown on his face again.

"Miya, we've been looking all over for you!", I said loudly now stopping in my tracks. "So what, you're wasting your time. You know damn well I don't want to talk to you. I told you that last time". With that, Miya walked past us. "Miya, just wait and listen", Langa spoke up, but to no avail. I noticed Langa getting a bit angry at Miya and I wasn't sure why. "Miya Chinen! You stop walking right now!", Langa suddenly shoutedout of nowhere.

I looked at Langa in surprise. I have never seen him.. with this much emotion..

I looked back at Miya and noticed he had stopped walking but still had his back towards us. I looked at his hands and noticed they were balled up. If it were up to me, I'd take a step back, but I guess Langa wasn't that impressed.

"Why are you doing this?! Just talk to us", Langa spoke up again. And again, an eternity off silence was felt through skin and bone. Even tho it lasted a few seconds, you could hear a pin drop.

Miya suddenly turned around. I looked into his eyes and there it was..

The boy that was left behind by everyone he had ever known. The boy that learned to put on a fake face because he didn't feel worthy enough of sharing his own feelings. The boy that was all alone, lost in the woods because he couldn't find a way out through all these feelings and memories,

But surrounded by an aura of anger and regret..

"What do you want me to say..", Miya said with gritted teeth trying to remain as calm as he can, but even tho he tried all he could, that innocent boy started to raise his voice.

"He betrayed me!"

"He was all that I had and he was the only one I would give everything for!"

Miya slowly started to make his way towards Langa.

"And then Reki shows up and ruïns it all!", Miya finished.

"This isn't Reki's fault, and you know it! You've been contemplating wheter its yours or not", Langa said almost challenging Miya.

"How dare you take his side!", Miya started again pointing at me but kept looking at Langa. Langa and Miya were almost battling "You never told hunter you'd stop seeing Takashi, You never told him you're sorry for the position you put him in and you never told Hunter you didn't feel the same way about Takashi!". "I didn't think I'd have to teLl hIM BECAUSE I LOVED HIM!", Miya shouted at the top of his lungs right in front of Langa. Seconds of silence past as we heard Miya's voice echo loudly through the hallways. "And I thought he knew that..", Miya suddenly finished as he started to let tears fall from his eyes.

Miya looked down and I saw Langa take Miya into his embrace. Miya spoke up into Langa's chest. "I thought Hunter knew I loved him and that I wouldn't do that to him", Miya got out through broken words.

Miya suddenly let all the tears out as he put his arms around Langa as well..

"I thought he knew"