sk8 The Infinity: More Than Faith (Miya Chinen x Male Reader OC)

Where we first met

I pulled my knees up to chest. I was sitting on the bench in the skatepark where Miya and I first met. It was around 1 am.. I wasn't able to sleep, so I decided to go back to the place where everything started.

School was awfull today.. it was the day after Miya's race and I couldn't stop thinking about him. Not even a minute straight..

About Miya loosing to the disgusting man that wanted 'his way' with Miya.. I got angry just thinking about it.

I tried to pay attention to the teachers, but my mind kept spacing out..

I told people I had been I'll last week and that I was feeling fine again, but with every second that passed, it became harder for me to keep in the tears.

I went to bed after dinner, but layed awake for hours..

And I am sure that Miya's gonna be the number 1 thing on my mind for a long time. So why not go to the place where we first met..

Where we first talked to eachother..

Where we first looked into eachothers eyes from up close..

I remember it like it was yesterday. Miya was acting all tough and angry, but he didn't want me to leave. At some point he was even a bit worried about me, even tho we had just met.

A small defeated smile appeared on my face as happy memories raced through my head. But the smile dissapeared again as I came back to reality..

I could clearly hear the wind through the trees. The skatepark was lit up beautifully by the moon and I swear I could see Miya skate on the ramp.

I got pulled out of my thoughts as I suddenly saw someone stand next to the bench facing foreward. My eyes widened in disbelieve. Even so much that I wasn't even able to get a word out..

Miya suddenly sat down next to me..

I swear I'm not dreaming, right?

I couldn't look away. My eyes were glued on the person next to me. I just couldn't believe it.

Miya didn't say anything tho.. atleast for a while..

"I've been coming here every night since you told me", he softly spoke up still looking foreward. Hoodie over his head and hands in the hoodies pockets.

"I haven't been able to close my eyes properly at night. I don't eat, I don't sleep, I stopped doing anything other then stare", Miya continued.

My heart was beating like crazy but my mind was listening to every word Miya was saying. "Why did you do it, Hunter..". Miya had a voicecrack at the end trying to keep in tears. "I.. I love you Miya..". It was the only thing I could bring into words. "That's not what I asked, I want to know why", Miya said sounding more angry by the second. A defeated expression was shown on my face as I looked foreward as well.

"I.. thought you were gonna leave me for.. Takashi. Reki comforted me and I just did it..", I said. I know it's not a good explanation nor had I formulated it well enough to actually mean what I wanted to say.. but I can't put it any other way right now..

"Then I'm sorry I made you think I was gonna leave you", Miya suddenly said. I looked back up at Miya in disbelieve. "Don't.. apologize..", I said softly. "I just thought we trusted eachother enough to know we would be honest with eachother.. ", Miya replied ignoring my reply.

"Did you really come here every day since?", I asked him. After a few seconds of silence, Miya simply nodded. I could see in his eyes that there where so many things he wanted to say..

"Will I.. ever be able to make it up to you?", I asked him. "I don't know, Hunter..", Miya started, "every time I think of forgiving you or even talking to you, I see you kiss him. I know I wasn't there, but it's all I see. I don't know if I can fully trust you, I.. I feel like that's always gonna be lingering in the back of my head".

"For what it's worth, Miya. I will never do anything like that again.. I don't care what happens, I will not do that to you or someone else. If there's gonna be a next one..".

Miya's eyes suddenly widened and got teary. He turned his head and looked me right in my eyes. "I don't want there to be a next one for you, Hunter. I want it to be me, and me alone", He said. "Then we'll give it time. I'll wait for you to figure out the feelings you're having and if you want to, I'd help you". Miya just sniffed his nose and wiped away some tears not knowing what to say. I looked back foreward at the moon before speaking up again.

"I don't care how long I have to wait. For you I'd wait a thousand years.. And I want you to know that I completely understand that what you're going through is real.. I'm really sorry Miya, I wish I could do it all over, but I can't.. I hope I can put your mind even the slightest bit at easy by telling you I will never do something like that again"

I swear I minte of silence had passed, But I don't mind. I was finally able to say to Miya what I wanted to say and I meant it that I don't mind waiting. I'll literally wait forever for him. Because even when everything has happened in the past two weks that have happened, I could feel myself being at easy now that he's next to me. Yes I want to hold his hand, and feel his embrace. Talk about stupid thing throughout the whole night. But it's okey for now..

I suddenly felt Miya's head on my shoulder. He had taken a hold of my arm and just sat there. He didn't move, or say anything, and I was just gonna let him do what he needed to. I didn't dare to do anything. I felt like any sudden movement could change his mind. And I didn't want that..

Take your time, Miya. I'll be waiting..