𝐒𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄? 𝔄𝔲𝔰𝔱𝔦𝔫 𝔅𝔲𝔱𝔩𝔢𝔯

꧁𝐂𝐇𝐀𝐏𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐄𝐄𝐍꧂

I ease into Austin's bed, the bathroom door cracked slightly open, the white, stark light shining through, shadows moving across the wall hinting Austin's pacing around. I hear a low hum come from inside the steamed room, still hot from the shower he just got out of. I snuggle up to the silk sheets, glancing around the room. It's so weird. Austin butler is my boyfriend. After days, which felt like ages, it finally happened. I can't wrap my head around the fact. I see his arm reach for the door handle, opening it just so he could squeeze it out. The light from the bathroom made his room look so dark, that I could barely see him, it was just his silhouette that was panted to make a figure of him standing beside his dresser. The only thin covering his body was the towel wrapped around his waist. The view I had was of his rounded shoulders. My eyes trail down his arms, groves throughout, lining his muscles perfectly, his wet hair in a tangle. I groan slightly, to make my presence known. I see his head jolt back, just noticing that I'm awake. I see his entire body shift towards me, making small steps to the bed. His body inches over the bed, leaning over the mattress, his face hovering over mine before he plants a small kiss on my forehead. "His are you feeling?" he asks. "Fine, honey," I respond, a smile on my face. It felt like we had been together forever like we were never once separated.

After what seemed like decades, he finally made his way into the bed, letting the sheets cover his cleaned skin. as he lays down, I hear a grunt come from him. Once he's finally situated, I hear him say "good night Stella bloom." "good night me. Butler." I respond, a smile ripping across my face. The sound of rain hitter-pattering on the roof and windows gave me a sense of comfort, the light thunder following lighting. Every once and a while, the room would be lit up by a flask of bright light, then the rumble of thunder would come after the quick flash, then the rain would grow harder, just to get softer soon after. All the sounds of the night made me feel cozy, along with Austin's heavy breath landing on the tip of my nose. It almost felt magical to be in this very moment. My hand slithered up and out of the sheets to cup his cheeks, as I stare him into the eyes. Little words were said between us tonight. But I think that because we sense each others words before we even want to say them. I love you Austin butler. His head nods slowly at my thought, a tired breath exits his nose. A sluggish smile creeps onto his face. I feel my cheeks rose up, like a bunch of pink and red flowers were sprouting on my cheeks into bouquets, as a flustered smile crosses my face.

Now I have to try and sleep,

I slowly close my eyes, then involuntarily interlock my fingers with Austin's, gaining a tight grip on him. It's almost like I did this to ensure that he wouldn't leave, not without me at least. I feel my body relax, the muscles let go of the tense feeling they had felt earlier. I let my breath fall heavy, making the sound of waves crashing on a beach, syncing with Austin's. With every rise and fall of my chest, I get sleeper, and sleeper, until I drift off into a strong slumber.

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A/n

Hello my loves. I'm so sorry for the inactivity. I'm getting a therapist soon which is good news, so hopefully I'll gain a routine and post more regularly. But now that I think about it, I have a whole fucking book to write. I just started this for shits and giggles, but now I have a book to write? Uhhhhh, no. Love ya mamas, xoxo Robyn.

(p.s sorry for any typos! Please please please tell me if you see any bc this was written on my iPad, and not my computer, and for how short it was)