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Yours~Theyna

Heya ! Me again... Anyways so for these lesbians....I'm doing a song fic of Yours from Conan Gray... Honestly I don't know how this will turn out Happy or sad most likely sad tho... 

Thalia's PoV

I'm somebody you call when you're alone
I'm somebody you use, but never own

I honestly don't know anymore.... Reyna seems to never text or call when she's with him. And I know I shouldn't be jealous of my own brother but I can't help it.  I'm somebody to her atleast... But I wish I could be more... Reyna would feel the same way as me...

I'm somebody you touch, but never hold
And you're somebody I'll never really know

Reyna occasionally moved her hand onto mine but she immediately removes it... I knew that was an accident but I can't help but fantasize (Not that 'fantasize' dirty minded people) of her. She's a mystery that I'll never know about. I can't do anything about this.

I know I'm not the one you really love

I guess that's why I've never given up

I knew... I knew she didn't love me but honestly that's why I've never given up. I'll always protect her... Always... I'll always love her... I'll always fight for her... I don't care who loves her... I always will. Always

'Cause I could give you all you want, the stars and the sun
But still, I'm not enough

I would give her all... The stars (Sorry Zoe), The moon (Sorry Artemis) and The sun (Nt sorry Apollo)

But I swear It's never enough. Maybe it's just me... Maybe she doesn't love me.... Or maybe she's just straight... I'll never be enough for her, No matter how hard I try.

Oh-oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I'm the love of your life
Like you already know you're never sayin' goodbye

All I wanted... All, All. I just want her to know I love her and I always will... But I know that she'll never have that look in her eyes, Love... I want her too know I love her... And I want to know she'll never leave. But It'll never happen I assure myself. I'm alone... Me and my broken heart...

But I'm not yours
I'm not yours, I'm not yours
I want more, I want more

I'm never hers. I'll never be hers and she'll never be mine. But gods I wish to be hers... She is everything. She's all that I wanted. Everything~ But I know I'll always want more...

But I'm not yours
And I can't change your mind
But you're still mine

But Exactly no matter what, I can't be hers..... And I know I can't change her mind... I can't do anything to tell her I love her 'cause I can't hurt my brother... I wish.. I wish she was mine though. Please dear gods....

So tell me that it's time for me to go
'Cause you know I can't do it on my own

If she tells me to stop and leave, I would.. 'cause everyone knows I can't do it myself. I would do anything for her but If she tells me stop I would stop... 

The only thing that's harder than sleepin' alone
Is sleepin' with your ghost

One thing that's harder sleeping alone in my tent. Is sleeping with her ghost. 'And if you can't be next to me I'll settle for my memories of you. I miss you more than life. I miss you more than life.'

Oh-oh, all I really wanted was that look in your eyes
Like you already know that I'm the love of your life
Like you already know you're never sayin' goodbye

All I want Aphrodite, is so Reyna can love me but I know you won't and can't do that. But still I want her to know I love her and  I want to know she'll never leave me. I know that's impossible..

I should've known that it was dumb love
15 dozen roses

I should've known she wasn't worth it. I caught her kissing Jason the other day. I know. Piper caught them too. Poor girl. She probably thinks 'they got a love that's hopeless'

I sent her 15 dozen roses. I thought we'd grow. Instead she thought it was from Jason. A tear trickled down my cheek(this sentence is in present time).

All the things that I've done for you not to notice
Can't believe I chose you over all my best friends

All the things I did for you, 'You'. You've never noticed. My friends told me not to pursue a girl in love with your sibling. But I did it anyways. I thought 'Why don't I rewrite the fates' But that's physically impossible. And my mental mind. I was stupid to choose her over them.

What the fuck did I do in the end?
Just to not be yours

What the Hades did I get in return... What? I got nothing. I lost my friends. I lost you. I couldn't be yours. Now 'All I know~ All I know~ Loving you is a loosing game~'

Hey me back and holy shit I finally wrote smt long. Around 800 words.