I'm very worried.
Sure, I was VERY worried before but even so I'm still worried about Rose.
She's...not herself..
I didn't expect her to go back to normal immediately but...
To sum it up, She's pushing everyone out again.
Her and Edmund had a talk on the shore before we set sail, but Ed told me that she was blunt and only talked about the blue light.
He obviously wanted to talk to her about..some feelings he had admitted to me.
He seems more upset than anyone about it.
Rose looks tired, she barely eats anything at dinner and I know I shouldn't really say, but she looks a mess.
We all try and cheer her up. Like when Reepicheep told funny yet dangerous adventure stories (which Rose loves) but she seemed unamused, and near the end, she completely walked out of the cabin and then to hers.
" Hey " Rose stated as she joined me and the top of the ship, overlooking the sea our ship had traveled over, and the rippling waves. Calm.
" Look I know exactly what you're thinking Caspian. I know everybody is thinking it, but guess what? Get over yourselves, I'm fine." Rose muttered as she sighed.
" Your not, I know your not. And don't question how I know. I'm your brother- I've known you for 18 years, Rose! You may think that you're fine, but me and everybody else aboard this ship thinks different " As soon as I had finished, Rose had walked away. She avoided me the rest of the day.
" My King! " Trinian shouted from outside as I rushed out of my cabin.
" What's the matter? " I shouted back as I saw him saying for me to follow him.
He took me to Roses' room, and in it were Lucy, Eustace, and Rose.
" What's happened? " I asked as I knelt down next to a sobbing Rose, her knees drawn up to her face and her head buried into them.
" We were all in here talking and then she just had this mental breakdown out of nowhere " Eustace exclaimed but Trinian shut him up by giving him a glare.
" She's having a panic attack, Casp " Lucy exclaimed as Rose screamed for everyone to leave her alone and everytime I tried to touch her she shuddered away as if I was going to hurt her.
Then Edmund rushed in.
He pushed past all of us and pulled Rose into his arms.
This time she didn't shudder.
"Shh, It's alright, I'm here now, You're safe, they're not going to hurt you " Edmund whispered as he cradled her, rocking her back and forth until her screams and sobs turned into little groans of sadness.
Trinian looked at me, as if to ask what we should do, but I just gathered Lucy, Eustace and him out of the room along with myself, and shut the door.
She's safe now.
I smiled at the thought.
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The Lone Islands// Edmund Pevensie (#Wattys2016)
Fanfiction(UNDER MAJOR EDITING) " And though she be but little, she is fierce " - William Shakespeare