The Lone Islands// Edmund Pevensie (#Wattys2016)

Chapter 14 Caspian

I cant even begin to describe how i'm feeling at this very moment.
Its mixed..
- I am proud for helping the town and rid them from slavw traders.
- Confused on where to find the seven lords
- determined not to let Lord Bern down with saving Narnia
- and Rose...
Thats the feeling thats overriding my system..
guilt...
My beautiful little sister, has yet again gone out of my reach, she was nearly killed last time i let her go and this time she is in more danger...why would the Mavericks go through all that trouble just to get her?
Just because my parents wanted a cure and whatever the cure was, had to be repayed with Rose.
What do they want from her?
Im not the sort of person who cries, but tears were spilling down my cheeks- in sadness, in anger and guilt.
The next day, after a restless night, we set sail for Eaim island.
It seemed a bit off..how Lord Bern knew exactly where to go but i trusted him as my father would've wanted.
I exited my chamber to find it evening.
Who knew i could be in my cabin so long without even the slightest memory of a crew above.
Trinian passed me a telescope as i made my way to the front.
" It looks uninhabitant, but if the Lords went north...following the mist...this must be it.."
"Caspian?" Ed said as i placed down the telescope.
" We'll spend the night on shore, scour the island in the morning" I choked on my own worda and Trinian answered calmly, but i knew he was worried..
" Aye your majesty "
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I was last asleep on the sandy shore- the snores of Eustace echoed the night..
i have to find her...
i have to find her...
the 5 words kept ringing in my head over and over...
My eyes adjusted to them now being closed and my mind went into flashbacks..of old memories.
Flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

" Caspian! "
I turned around to face my 5 year old sister, face smothered in chocolate, grinning widely.
" You will not believe what i just found! Come ON!" Rose giggled as she tugged me along with her.
" Ok! Ok! Slow down- where are you taking me? "
" To a secret place " Rose whispered as she placed a finger to her lip, biting down as such.
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" You promise you'll always be there for me, Casp? "
" Yeah i promise "
" Pinky swear "
" I pinky swear " I exclaimed as we interlocked pinkies.
" Love you "
But i had already fallen asleep.
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We were running through the castle, now a 10 year old sister whisking infront of me.
" Catch up slowcoach! We're going to be late for dinner and we can't have that!!! " Rose yelled as we ran along the corridors, no one else was about because they were already in the dining hall.
" Perhaps we- "
" Where on earth have you two been? "
The angry voice of our father boomed as we bumped into him by surprise.
Now getting ourselves off the floor, we lowered our heads in shame.
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" I am sick and tired of you treating me like a 5 year old again! I'm 14! Nearly 15 infact and Casp, i know you're only looking out for me- but perhaps leave me alone for once! "
Roses eyes glistened with threatening tears as i had just decided not to let Rose out of the castle.
" You know why we can't, Rose, Professor may be both our parents combined now, but i can still stop you from doing things because "
" Because WHAT? "
" BECAUSE I'M YOUR BIG BROTHER AND I DONT WANT TO LOSE YOU "
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And that night, was the night Professor helped us escape...

End of flashback~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I woke up with beads of sweat on my forehead, and all because of those memories...
Narnia needed Rose...
Ed needed Rose...
Lucy needed Rose...
I needed Rose...