"She so sensitive everything hurt her , but now she jus beat bitches and shake back."
Noticuz cousin catching feels for dd?
It's only mature bc of the drugs and cursing and stuff no nasty shii
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Ended-12.14.22
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When I got home I saw my mom sitting on the couch watching our favorite show without me. "Omg mom your watching shameless without me??" I plopped on the couch next to her. "Yess I Thought you were staying with him another night and I just couldn't wait" mom said.
"Wait yea why are you home?" My mom asked how sounding curious. "Uh long story " I made an excuse "mhmm well we will talk about that later right now I have something important to tell you" she adjusted her seat.
Now I'm scared because this night as been hell what else could go wrong. "Soo you know I love you so so much being around you again makes me push all my trauma aside" "yesss?" I said playing with my fingers. It helps with my anxiety " and I wanna provide more for you and I can't do that right now because of everything that happened with josh" her voice cracked when she said his name.
Josh is the name of the man that took my mom on all those vacations. He pulled her away from me so he could mentally and physically abuse her freely. Then he broke up with her for an older woman which was his baby mama , bet you didn't expect that normally it's a younger women but my mom had me at a young age so she's not that old. My mom had me at 20 and she's 35 right now.
"Mom your scaring me" I took a deep breath "no baby it's good news but it's also bad news" she smiled. "Bad news first so the good news can wash it all away" I said "bad news I'm going away for like 4 years" she said making me jump out my seat. "MA YOU JUST GOT BACK NOT EVEN 2 MONTHS AGO" I shouted.
"Ima let that slide bc your hurt but don't yell at me again" mom said calmly. "Anyways good news is I'm going to medical school I'm gonna be a doctor and provide more for you" "but don't worry I'll still vist every chance i get" she stood up and gave me a tight hug.
I started crying for the second time tonight I'm honestly feeling like I'm slipping into depression in one night. "Now sit let's talk about mr dd" Mariah said "so uh I caught him cheating again and he said he felt alone because I was distancing myself so he needed a place holder" I said trying to not cry.
"Aw baby that's terrible did he apologize" Mariah asked. "Yea he said he was sorry and that I was his heart and that he'd never do it again but I asked to just be friends" I shrugged. "That's stupid baby he felt alone what did you want him to do" my mom sided with him.
"Ma your siding with him? If he felt alone he should have communicated with me" I swallowed my tears. "He lacks in communication I see that but baby you do Aswell don't be a hypocrite, you just tried to hide this from me you didn't tell him how he made you feel" Mariah explained herself.
"Maybe tomorrow I guess your right" I got up and went to my room. I plopped on my bed and opened my phone going to Instagram . My day was horrible so the least I can do is make some fans day by responding to they're dm. So I went to my message request and all the messages were about star.
