Dear Lani,
If you're reading this that means I either succeeded or failed and am in critical condition. Either way, I'm sorry, but this was the only way. I know you're thinking 'why would she do this?' 'how did I not notice?' 'how could I be so stupid and blind?'. You're not stupid or blind and there was no way for you to see this coming. I hid it behind a smile, not letting anyone see the truth. I know it's going to be hard but don't let this hold you back from doing great in life. I know what you're capable of and I want you to move on without me. Make the most of your life, make new friends, repair your relationships, and fix your love life. I didn't come to you because I knew you would try to help me or talk me out of it, but that's not what I wanted. I wanted to die, but I knew you would never understand that. This is why you're not gotten an explanation until now. I'm sorry our last conversation had to be a fight, I thought that if I pushed you away it would make this easier. It didn't but it was worth a try. But I want you to know I'm so glad I met you, you're the best thing that's ever come into my life. I'll always love and miss you, don't ever forget that. Remember you know me better than anyone.
-Love you forever, A
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Misunderstood
Dragoste"Have we met before?" I ask him, not looking up to meet his eyes. He hesitates for a second but replies, "no, I would remember you if we did." - Leilani hates liars, but one thing she hates more is secrets. Everett has secrets and Leilani is determ...