Sorry not sorry || snape x reader

Chapter 23

-Y/ns pov-

As soon after professor snape left me at the door to the girls dormitory, I stormed in and jumped in the bed, before drifting into sleep, I checked the little clock on my little table thats placed next to my bed. 10:30am

I suddenly opened my eyes as I heared my alarm going on. Not even 1 second awake and I already regretted my life choices. My head was a total mess and the headache was unbearable. I grabbed the alarm clock from my sidetable, almost dropping it by having no power in my hands. I pressed the stop button and looked what time it is, 3:23pm. An alright time, the party starts at 6pm,I have time to get ready. Everything that happend a few hours ago was blurry and I can barely remeber it. But I can remeber snape taking me back to the castle, not a very pleasant walk.

My mind went to y/f/n, was she okay? Did I really left her there drunk? Maybe she got back to the castle with other hogwarts students? Maybe some creep took her to his place?
I messed up, if she was in my shoes, even drunk she would of never left me like that, I feel awful, I dont even think I am going to the party anymore, I owe professor snape an apology, and also one to y/f/n if I can find her.

I took my sweaty and alcohol smelling clothes off and took out of my closet a comfy pair of jeans, followed by a brown sweater that smelled like cinnamon. I got a hand through my hair trying to smooth it out a little. Now that I was ready I left my dorm and entered the common room that was almost full of people asking opinions on their clothes for that stupid party.

I got myself out of the crowded room and the coldness of the dungeons hit me right in the face. The muffled sound of people talking slowly became more and more inaudible as I walked towards snape's classroom . As I reached the door to his very unwelcome torture room, I wasnt even sure that he was there, and I could just simply turn around and leave, why was an apology so needed?

After more 3 seconds or overthinking I said fuck it and knocked on the door, I am y/n l/n since when I am nervous about random things like these? I waited for an answer but I didnt got any, I could hear small sounds from inside the classroom. It sounded like a glass being put on the table and thats all. I knocked again thinking that maybe he just simply couldn't hear me the first time. Like last time, no answer but there was surely someone in there.

Being quite mad that he ignored me I grabbed the door knob and twisted it "Professor?" I said barely above a whisper, as soon as the door opened just a little, the smell of dust, potions and somehow salt filled my nostrils. The door was now open enough to be to enter the classroom to see snape at his desk with a glass of what I assumed was fire whiskey by the little flames that keep swinging above the glass.

"Look how the tables turned in only 5 hours professor." I said while examinating his face, he was drunk, like really drunk, and perhaps hurt? His eyes we re quite different than usual, more emotions were kept in them.

"Get out of my classroom!" He yelled slamming his palm on the desk making some papers fly to the floor. It didnt bothered me, I am used to get yelled at.

I threw my hands out in the air in a joking way, as I was just getting arrested by the police. "Chill out professor, I was just joking." I almost forgotten why I was here and for a second I thought about leaving and coming tommorow where he would be hopefully sober. But if I am saying my apology now when he s drunk, He will not remeber it tommorow and it wouldnt ne emmbarasing, I just need to say it so I will not feel guilty for ruining his morning, but it is very clear now that he took care of that in the after noon.

I made my way to his desk, sitting at his right side, from a considerable distance I could still smell the alcohol on him. To my surprise he hadn't said anything like 'You stupid girl, get out right now before I take 300 points from slytherin'

"Professor- I would like to apologise for this morning and thank you for saving me from a life in Azkaban." I said looking at his face, realising how drunk he actually is. He suddenly stood up and our faces were barely 2 inches apart, I could feel his warm breath on my nose. I opened my mouth to say something but his lips crashed into mine, I could feel the taste of fire whiskey on his lips.

But when realisation hit, I pulled away.

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Hello loves, sorry for not updating at all but I've been quite lazy for the past 3 weeks, also 2 days ago I started a new story that has nothing to do with Sev, either Harry Potter, but you could check it out if you want to.

I've been having this chaper in my drafts, wanting to make it longer, but I guess that due to the fact that I havent updated at all in such a long time, this 900 words chaper might do it for now.

When they will kiss again, I promise you that it will be more detailed and spicy, this was very hurried.

Stay Safe <3