Sorry not sorry || snape x reader

Chapter 21

-couple of weeks later-

I was going through the corridors after classes thinking about the fact that in one week, hopefully y/f/n will finally come to school and I wouldnt hang around on my own. Well sometimes I had detention with professor snape and that filled my time up.. But not that much.

While walking I wasnt paying attention and by accident I bumped into someone, due to the sudden impact I fell to the ground.

"Watch where you are going you whore." I looked up to see 3 gryffindor boys. And they are calling us heartless, cunning, mean and everything.

I stood up and tried leaving, I was truly not in the mood to get another detention. But one of the boys grabbed my arm and threw me back to the floor.

"what is it love, why arent you confident now?

"Just please leave me alone." I felt my throat getting sour and my eyes became blurry because of the tears forming. Before I could say anything else I felt something hitting my back. One of the gryffindors kicked me with his foot.

"See you later stupid whore." and with that they finally left and I could finally stand up, my back was hurting badly and tears started falling from my eyes and my cheeks began getting wet. What in the American bullies is happening.

I couldn't go to my common room like this.. The astronomy tower was in the other part of the school, People might see me, and also the boys went that way. The closest thing was the dungeons, the slytherins dorm is there but maybe I can get pass them without them seeing me. I'll be going to the only person other from this school that I consider my friend, or at least something close to one. Professor Snape.

I managed to reach the door to the cold potion classroom. I knocked on the big oak door with a metal pattern, waiting for an answer.

"Come in." I didnt hesitate and entered the class, tears we re still getting out of my eyes and I now had a headache. Snape was at his desk, not looking at me.

"Of what do I own the pleasu-" He stopped when he saw that I am crying. Snape furrowed his brows and looked a little.. Disgusted by me crying? "Are you- alright?" He asked.

I went next to him and thightly imbraced his torso, while letting my tears fall down to his shoulder, that I could reach due to the fact that he s sat down on his chair. I felt his hands rubing my back in circular motions. I felt Safe in his arms.

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2 minutes has passed and I calmed down, I dont even know why I cried so much over such a stupid thing. I pulled away from his embrace and apologised for my stupid choice of coming to Snape because I got bullied like a kid.

"I- I am sorry for bursting in here like this, but since y/f/n is away, You're my only friend i guess.."

-snape's pov

I was correcting the tests of some dunderheads when I hear someone knocking on the door, by the steps, I could realise it was y/n only by her noisy steps. I hear the door opening and now she was in the classroom. I didnt look at her at first, but when she didnt started talking the first second she entered the class, I realised that something is off. She was crying.

In not even 2 seconds she embraced me with her small hands, before I could push her away she started crying on my shoulder, I didnt knew that to do so I just slowly rubbed her back, waiting for her to calm down.

After 1 minute and 47 seconds later she let go of me. And took a step back.

"I- I am sorry, for bursting in here like this, but since y/f/n is away, You're my only friend I guess.." She considers me a friend? I dont think someone ever considered me a friend.. Besides lily.

She explained to me what happend.. And I saw myself in her, besides the fact that most of the time, she's strong, stronger than how I was. I wonder why she let her guard down after the summer break.

Why I havent kicked her out yet? She s one of my students, an annoying one even, she talks back and always gets herself in trouble, but she considers me her friend, she came to me while she was crying, I suppose I am not going to kick her out, I hate it so much being a head of house.

-one week later-
-y/ns pov-

It was friday, and y/f/n sent me an owl yesterday that she'll be on her way, and that today I'll finally see my Best friend again. I went to the Great hall and ate breakfast. After that I headed to my classes.

1 hour before dinner, Hagrid comes to the school with my beloved and only y/f/n, as soon as I saw her entering the school gates I go and thigthly hug her, hoping to suffocate her.

"I missed you asshole" I whispered to her so Hagrid cant hear my not so friendly vocabulary. I truly missed her, school without her is hell, I dont have someone to laugh with everytime we see professor snape rolling his eyes, someone to laugh with about professor lockhart.. And everything.

"I also missed you" She said while pulling away from The hug, with a big smile that looked almost creepy.

We both headed to the great hall earlier because we had no idea where else to go.