poems of the past

crush

Does my heart still have feelings?
Is that why you're so appealing?
Or does my mind just wanna hurt me more?

Can I stop thinking about you?
Or do I even want to
I'm so confused if you couldn't tell

I'm happy when I'm around you
But I'm scared that I could loose you
Am I jealous or is this what they call love?

I've never felt this way before
But for you I think I fell
I didn't wanna try and rush
But I think I need a shove

I think my mind is broken
And my heart is kinda strange
But cupid shot his arrow
I guess I was in range

Now I have a crush
But there's no rush
I'm just scared of losing you
Cause I care for you so much

Will I ever get over these emotions
Or will I continue to fall
Can I give you my devotion
Or continue to feel so small