Arrange my life

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- Zali Valera-
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Once I got out the shower I heard the guys get here and I only know that cause my room was on the 1st floor and I can hear their echos throughout the house so I closed and locked the door as I seen a glance of them and locked eyes with Cyper.

My wrist burned so bad while shower that it made me cry worse . I couldn't find any type of cream for it and didn't want to ask him so I'll just sleep through the pain.

I put on some silk pants pj's and the matching tank top that came with it and laid in bed as I watch him text me and i never answered

Mi baby🥰
11:52 pm

Baby I'm sorry ..
Please answer the phone I'm so sorry beautiful
You know I would never hurt you Cmon ..
Don't tell me your sleeping in there tonight?
I understand your mad so please my love ..
_____

I exited out the message and tried to lighten my mood and got on TikTok only to see love edits of me and him.

..the way he looks and stare at me like he's lost in beauty.. I want to be held by him right now as I cry but he needs to get his head straight.. I don't know what happened.

With all the crying I quickly fell asleep..

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I woke up later than usual and I was sitting on my bed watching a show i use to when I was in high-school and I keep glancing at my wrist just still having second thoughts.

I got hungry and as much as I didn't want to walk out there I did. I opened the door quietly seeing Riley door open also and I walked in there seeing her sitting up in bed.

"Where's kai?" I asked her. "I told him he should stay near Cyper cause I'm not sure what's going on so he slept on the couch in you guys room to keep a eye on him , I'm pretty sure they are up now though since I heard talking " she said getting out of bed.

"Walk with me?" I asked her and she nodded smiling . We walked to the kitchen and that's where I made eye contact with him. He look like he hasn't had no sleep at all.. when he seen me his eyes softened.

"Zali can you please talk to me.." he said with a broken voice. All I did was sigh as I made me a smoothing and the blender was very loud so he was going to have to wait.

"Speak." I said not looking at him as i poured my smoothie in a bowl and added some oats . "I didn't mean to hurt you yesterday.. I swear I'm so sorry.. I been beating myself up about it all night .. I haven't had no sleep cause the best sleep I get is with you.. I swear on my own life baby I didn't mean to hurt you.. it was rage in my body .. can you please look at me?" He said.

I didn't turn around cause I had tears in my eyes but I just gave in. "Baby no .. please don't cry " he says sitting his apple down and walking over to me hugging me.

I flinched cause he actually hit my wrist and he backed up. "Fuck I'm so sorry" he said rubbing his hand down his face.

"I didn't know I was holding you this hard.. " he said gently holding my arm to look at it . "What made you even pull me out the ball anyway ..?" I questioned crying .

He pulled me into a hug and I eventually hugged him back. " I know that man that gave you that drink.. he would have drugged you then raped you.. he has done it to many women and I wasn't about to let my wife be a victim.. I'm sorry how I dragged you out of there but it's like all my drunkness was went away and rage filled in I'm so fucking sorry" he explains.