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- Zali Valera-
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It was now the next morning.. around 6am to be exact.. I've been a crying mess all morning as he held me for comfort... I was such a mess that he had to get ready around the time his jet takes off

" bye baby I'll be back before you know it okay ? Don't cry too much you will get sick " he says as I wiped my swollen eyes trying to hold in my cries.

" I love you.." I said with a cracked voice . " I love you too Zali come here " he says pulling me into a long hug .. a hug I didn't want to pull apart from.

He kissed me and I barely kissed back cause I was focused on not crying. " I'll call and text you as much as I can okay?" He says kissing my forehead.

" have a safe flight I love you so much" I say waving. " love you more" he says and that's when they closed the doors.

I took a deep breath trying to calm down and it kinda worked. " aw.. you really love this man and I'm totally here for it .." Riley says hugging me .

I hugged her back as kailer joined our hug and I felt loved by them. "Thanks guys .. seriously.. I know I was overreacting with all the crying.." I say and they laughed a little.

" your not hun , I'll cry if my man was traveling miles away from me too" Riley said making me laugh. " oh really ?" Kai said making us laugh.

We got back into the limo and he texted my phone making me smile instantly.

Mi baby🥰

I really hope your still not crying ☹️ I hate seeing you cry .
I love you mi amor

😭 I'm not hun, they kinda got my mood back to okay .. I miss you already 🥺

I miss you too babygirl. I want you to go home and go back to sleep okay? I'll talk to you later today. Love you🫶🏽😘😘

I will just cause you asked . I love you too 🫶🏽☹️

I closed my phone and looked out the window getting tired already. I put my AirPods in listening to the playlist I have to calm me down as we we're going home.

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After we got back home I instantly went to his closet and put on his hoodie that he loves . It smells just like him then I went to sleep on his side of the bed.

I'm currently up right now cooking me and everyone else some breakfast. I'm not sure what kai eats so I kinda freestyle.

I made 3 omelets with chives and more seasoning and then I made Turkey bacon and a bagel with strawberry cream on it .

I made a yogurt bowl for me cause I didn't really have the appetite. I called everyone to come eat and they thanked me and I began eating my yogurt bowl.

These bowl I bought are so cute . It's a wooden bowl and they don't drip from being cold or anything. Cy thought it was stupid but I still bought it and now I'm in love with it cause if you press it down hard enough on the surface it clicks to it making it hard to move .

They even made some for babies which was cute . I was scrolling in social media liking videos and pictures on some of my fan pages to show love.