Arrange my life

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- Zali Valera-
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I put the kids to sleep around a hour ago and they have been sleep for a while. Right now I'm laying in bed alone as he is in his office in a meeting.

I lay on my stomach drawing on my tablet cause I usually don't do it no more. I then feel tired and decide to sleep without him and drift off to sleep.

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"Babe.." , "Cyper please wake up .. please !" I screamed crying as we both laid in a pool of his blood.

He was gone. His body lifeless in my arms .. gone. "P-please done leave me!" I screamed into his chest as my voice was now gone.

Tears streamed down my face , why did he had to be taken from us.. I felt as people was pulling me away from his lifeless body making me cry more .

" I can't leave him!" I screamed. "Zali please .." I heard someone say. " I love you so much cy.." I cried as they pulled me away.

I sniffled crying to much until I heard his voice. " baby.. baby.. wake up what's going on ? I'm here." He say shaking me out my sleep and I jolt awake seeing him.

I slam into his arm hugging him as I cried. " baby what happened?" He asked closing our room door so the kids wouldn't wake up.

" I had a nightmare I lost you ... I was scared .." I cried as he sat down with me on his lap and didn't let me go .

" I'm sorry baby.. I'm right here darling okay, here come on so we can sleep" he says. " I'm scared.. I don't want to go through that again " I cried.

He sighed holding me taking me to his office and I sat in his lap as he continued to do work. He would always make sure I know he's here by rubbing my body which I loved.

"Go to sleep don't worry about me. I love you with all my heart." He whispered kissing my forehead not thinking I was still up.

" I love you too Cyper.." I replied quietly.

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-Cyper aka cy blaxer-
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I woke up yawning seeing her sleeping on my chest peacefully. That dream she had really had me thinking. It scared her too much.

I looked down as her face cheek was squished against my chest. I smiled a little moving her curly hair out her face kissing her forehead pulling her closer.

I heard running footsteps seeing the kids so I motioned them to stay quiet as I pulled the cover up on her more since she was sleeping in a hoodie and underwear.

"Why's mommy still sweeping?" Rio asked. " mommy is tired so you have to keep quiet , how are you feeling?" I asked him since he slept with a humidifier.

" me feel better it's going away " he say and i high-five him. " what's wrong ?" I asked Ria. She sucks on her thumb when she's either tired , hungry, or annoyed .

"I want mommy" she whined. " mommy sleeping cause she not feeling good, you know how Rio sleep when he wasn't feeling good?" I ask and she nods.

" well that's how mommy feel. I tell you what, go draw her a picture to get better like you did brudder to get better ." I say and she happily skipped away.