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- Zali Valera-
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We were now eating my salmon rice. You have to squish the salmon and rice together then get the seaweed crumble and eat it together

I not sure why it's starting not to taste good but I brush it off and take a picture of us eating it and send it to him.

Mi baby🫶🏽🥰

We're eating my brother's favorite meal I cook for him 🙃

Look good , looks like y'all are having a great time , why have you barely eaten?

Idk.. it just start to taste funny all of a sudden but everyone else says it's good. Riley thinks I'm pregnant.. but I'm not sure and I'm scared to check. 😂

Well we can check when I get back okay? Can you eat some more.? If you can't it's okay I just want you healthy

I'll try baby😭☹️ and I miss you so much. Its weird sleeping without you... I want your hugs.. your kisses.. the way you rub my body i miss all of it...so much..

I know baby I miss you too... everyone here keeps asking me what's wrong and although I say it's nothing I'm just missing you..

Your going to make me cry... well you can get back to whatever you were doing, I'm about to head to bed . I love you so much okay?

I love you even more babygirl.. goodnight 🫶🏽🫶🏽

Goodnight 💓

I sat my phone down sighing as I tried to eat the rest . " you need to be sleeping you have school tomorrow.." I say to my brother.

" oh yea.. that's right I forgot. Okay after I finish eating ok?" He said and I nod. I felt so bad ..our own parents triggered something that they know its scary for him ...

I couldn't eat the rest of my food and Riley helped me clean everything up. I washed dishes a she cleaned the sink

"Good night sissy goodnight Riley " he says hugging us. "Goodnight buba " we both said as he walked to his room.

"I'm going to head to bed " I say looking at my lockscreen of me and him as I was massaging his back and he snap the picture.

"Yea me too but I'm going to wait till kai get back , hey are you okay?" She asked me. "Uhm.. yea .. I'll be okay.. I just miss him a lot.. but I'll be okay" I smiled and she nods.

She comforted me and then I went up to our room . I took another shower and slept in some shorts and his hoodie and went to sleep looking at videos of us.

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I woke up to take my brother to school even though he usually drives but he doesn't have his car here so I just thought I'll drive him.

He gets in the car eating a bagel I made for him and I began pulling off. "Hey where is your husband? I haven't seen him ?" He asked .

"He's on a business trip for his job" I say and he nod. "Hey , if you take me to get my car later you don't have to worry about driving me to school and picking me up.." he says .