Arrange my life

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- Zali Valera-
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I was laying on the side of the bed holding her hand as she was sleeping . "Rio was sleeping in the bed at the end and they both fit since their very tiny.

Cyper kept trying to talk to me but I kinda didn't want to hear it right now. He left to get me some food after I told him multiple times I was not hungry.

He walked through the door with some items in 2 different bags and sat beside me . He pulled out some cover covering me up . I looked down seeing it's the cover he keeps in the car when me and him use to just sleep in the car for the fun of it.

" baby you need to eat.. it's been hours .." he say holding my hand playing with my ring. " cy.. thank you but I told you I'm not hungry.." I say with my voice almost gone from crying.

Rio woke up crying reaching for me and I picked him up laying him on his chest. I laid my cheek onto the top of his head bouncing him up and down.

" son are you hungry?" Cyper asked and he nodded. " go sit with dada so you can eat" I say kissing his cheek.

Cyper grabbed him sitting him on the bed placing some nuggets beside him. Ria began moving a little and turned on her side facing me.

" mommy.. why we here ?" She asked trying to sit up. " you weren't feeling good baby so mommy had to drive you to the doctors.. your okay" I say kissing her forehead.

I pressed the button to call the nurse to tell them she's awake. " give mommy one" cy says to Rio and he gives me a chicken nuggets.

" your annoying.." I say rolling my eyes. " and your my wife who I want to eat healthy" he says as he handed me a box. I roll my eye taking it seeing it had a steak quesadilla which was my favorite so I smiled a little .

" good now eat , say eat mommy " he say talking to Rio. " eat mommy " he repeated after his dad . " mommy I'm sleepy." Ria says . I rub her cheeks when a knock comes to the door.

"Heyyy, how do you feel sweet girl ?" The nurse asked as she wrapped the blood pressure cuff on her.

"I'm tired .. I want to go home " she said looking like she was going to cry. "Aww baby your going to go home okay.." I said holding her hand.

I looked over at cy as he looked at me and her worried. "Do you know when she will be able to get treatment at home ? We have a doctor there " I say wanting my baby in her safe place .

"In the morning she can, the doctor here just really wants to run test seeing how different her body functions when sleeping and awake" she said making me nod.

I sigh putting my head into my hands about to cry.. how could I let this happen.. I felt him rubbing my back slowly. I didn't want to cry in front of my kids.. I can't.

"Okay baby . Just make sure she gets a lot of rest tonight cause they will be in and out all night to make sure she's doing fine. " she says and walk out .

I broke down silently as he kept rubbing on my back.. I just want her home and safe and happy. "Mommy cry" Rio said as Cyper sat up.

"Baby don't cry.. she's a strong girl.. trust me .. soon as we get home tomorrow she will be the same old regular Ria" he say trying to hold me but I didn't move as I covered up my face.