I Own You

Chapter 3

Pond was driving quietly. Inside the vehicle, there was a pin drop silent. It was awkward, the silence scared Pond. Usually, whenever Porsche was inside his vehicle, there was no word existing as Silence. Porsche would keep talking. Making jokes.. singing loudly...but today nothing. Once bright boy looked gloomy and lifeless. Pond knew the reason. He was the one who caused this, he knew... But there was no other choice. he needed the Investment and Khun Kinn's requirement was to spend one night with Porsche. He sighed... If only he could change he will do anything... But now he is too late.

Pond was keep looking at Porsche who was sitting far corner of the backseat leaning towards the shutters. His eyes were closed but Pond knew he was not sleeping. There was a remarkable distance Porsche made with Yok who was sitting in the backseat with Porsche. Yok tried many times to start a conversation with Porsche but he didn't receive any response. They are guilty.. but nothing could change what happened last night. They were helpless. Yok and Pond thought Porsche would move on just with one night. They even wait outside for him. But it looks like it will be a long journey since Khun Kinn changed the one night into owning Porsche.

Yok and Pond exchange glance through the rare mirror. Pond couldn't stand the silence anymore.

"Po.. let's go to my Place..You need rest..Khun Kinn advised us to give a week for you to rest..You know..the doctor said ..He said you better take rest at least for a week..You know..you were hurt..I think that's a good idea.." said Pond knew about his bleeding but he didn't want to say it. Indirectly he was trying to pass the message by saying this. Pond saw how difficult it was to walk and the entire limp walk made his guilt increase but he chose to ignore it and he carefully used his words.

Porsche opened his eyes and looked directly at Pond..Pond thought he saw...defeat. It was a mixture of defeat, sadness and dejection.

"No...My Place.." Says Porsche turned to look at the outside through the shutters.

"But Po.. You need Care.. you know..The Doctor....We can...I will take care of you.." Yok said. He didn't know how to say it. How can he say that the doctor who checked Porsche asked him to have strict bed rest since the tearing in his rectum is a bit larger and he needs to get medicine for stool softener and antibiotics. Porshe is a shy fellow and it's very difficult to get him to remove his shirt for a shoot. This whole trial might be very difficult for him.

Porsche clenched his fist. He understood what they want to say. The doctor might tell them to give him rest..because of the injury at his entrance. They don't have to say it. .he can feel it. He felt his injury must be severe since every minute is like a hell with unbearable pain. But he didn't want to cry in front of the people who caused this misfortune to him. Porsche wanted to laugh at their audacity ..Taking care of him? The money-hungry .greedy ones want to take care of him..that's funny. He only wants the pain to go away and he prayed for the bleeding to be stopped. He doesn't want any people to see him like this. He doesn't even want to breathe the same air as them but he was helpless. If he can he wants to kill everyone. But he cannot. He chose to remain silent.

"No...My Place.."Porsche said again.

Pond felt it will be difficult to change his mind now. He sighed and drive towards Porsche's Apartment.

Finally..They reached Porsche's Apartment. Porsche tried to open the door and tried to stand up. But every moment is Painful. Pond and Yok who were looking at Porsche saw the discomfort on his Face. And they also get out of the vehicle fast to help him but they were ignored.

Porsche supported himself with his arms and stand up. He closed his eyes for a minute to bear the pain and looked behind at the place he sat. There was a dark patch ..obviously, he is bleeding again...maybe the walking might be causing the bleeding again. Porsche felt humiliated... Pond's eyes followed Porsche's gaze and saw the blood patch."Po..No..No..Its  ok...My seats are washable..don't feel bad..ok...come I will take you to your Home..."Pond tried to talk his way and his words were limited. Yok who witness the whole ordeal was speechless. Porsche might be in so much pain. Poor baby..Yok wanted the time to reverse. it's too late and he knew that.

Porsche looked at them and ..his eyes looked empty ..the eyes always carry a smile and bright is now lifeless. He bowed at Yok and Pond "Thank You for the ride ..Khun Pond and Khun Yok.."He looked so beautiful yet broken.

Yok's heart shattered ..No matter what their professions are..Porsche always follows them saying P'Pond and P'Yok. So close..like their own brother..By using Khun ..they knew Porsche drew a line between them. He doesn't want any closeness between each others anymore. Yok felt stupid to think Porsche will understand the situation and move on. They totally forgot the cool guy façade his showing is not his nature. He is a sensitive guy...Yok wants to slap himself.

Porsche turn to leave but Yok rushed to him and gave him the medicine bag..which the doctor asked him to take. Porsche bowed again and limped inside the building.

Pond was thankful that today is not a bright day and the dark jeans Porsche was wearing covered the blood Patch he knew he is going to regret lifetime what he did to their innocent Po..

Pond sit behind the wheel again and Yok sat in the passenger seat and looked behind. The dark blood patch will haunt him forever...

"What we did is a Sin Pond...We shouldn't have done that.."Yok said.

"Now it's too late..too late," said Pond starting the Vehicle. Pond already harboured feelings of guilt and pity.

Porsche was Thankful that he didn't encounter anyone on the way to his apartment door and he made sure he walked as fast as he could. Just as e entered his own apartment he threw the medicine bag into a corner and made a beeline to the washroom and stand under the cold shower. He wants to wash out the dirty touches away from his body. He punched to the wall and screamed his heart out. He cried..till he was exhausted...he removed the wet clothes which were covered in his own blood and walked out of the washroom. Why? Why Me? He lay on his bed and closed his eyes. He wants to wake up on his own bed and when he waked up he wants all of the things that happened last 24 hours to be a nightmare...Please be a nightmare..he wished and a single tear escaped through his closed eyes.