I Own You

Chapter 14

"OK now.. let's go .. let's have a bath..we both are sweating.." Kinn declared. and made him stand up from his lap..

"We? " Porsche was startled. what does he mean by we? does he want to shower together? unknowingly Porsche's cheeks had a red tint and kinn was amazed to see the little actor's blushing cheeks...His little actor is so adorable.

"Do you want to have a bath together?"The sudden question from kinn made Porsche jump..

"No !!!"

Porsche never meant to shout and he looked at Kinn expecting to see Kinn's angry face but all he saw was Kinn is smiling...My god, Khun Kinn has such a nice smile...Porsche was lost in his thought while looking at kinn's face.

Porsche had a lot to think...What happened to the ruthless bastard who is always in an angry mood and is this the same man who violate him? the person who made him feel worthless? The sudden 360-degree change of attitude? Maybe this person has multiple personality disorder..this person is smiling with him gently not the mocking smirk he has seen ever since he met this guy ...Porsche found this gentle smile suiting Kinn but he can't deny the smirking kinn is on another level of handsomeness..

"Porsche...Baby...I know I am handsome but please come back to earth.." Kinn was chuckling and Porsche felt his cheeks were on fire..What's wrong with me, thought Porsche wanting to smack himself.

Porsche couldn't look at Khun Porsche's face anymore. he is so embarrassed. He felt his belly twist..but it was a good kind of twist...The sudden attention from Kinn and the pampering is something he never expected and he liked it... Gentle caresses and loving looks were all he needed and asked but that is the thing he never received. He never expected that he will receive that from his rapist the person who humiliate him but something is really wrong with him..is it wrong to feel safe in the arms of his rapist.. he felt something spark in his heart and he liked it.

Suddenly a pair of arms wrapped around his waist, and he was pulled into the strong chest "What are you thinking about? You look as if you're a million miles away." Kinn asked calmly.

Porsche let out a hum before he looked up to look at Kinn" It's just...No.. it's nothing " What can he say..he can't tell Kinn that he thinks Kinn might be suffering from multiple personality disorder or what? He doesn't want to upset Kinn..he likes this gentle kinn.

Kinn leaned down and kissed Porsche on the cheek, this time Porsche doesn't flinch..it felt nice...

"Baby...I want you so badly" Kinn whispered...

What does Kinn mean? the last time they had sex ended up Porsche being traumatized to stay in a dark room. He still remembers after Kinn had his way with him he was stuffed with Vibrator to suffer alone for hours in a dimly lit room. The memory was still raw and he doesn't want to go through it again..

The rough pounding on him..The hard grip on his hips and pushing him to the mattress... All the bad memories rushed to Porsche's mind..which made him tear up and tremble in Kinn's arms.

"Shh...My Kitten...I will be gentle today.." Kinn's gentle fingers which had been resting in Porsche's hair gently gripped and pulled Porsche's head back, baring his throat and leaving his mouth slightly parted with a gasp.

Kinn leaned in and pressed the gentlest of kisses on the corner of Porsche's parted mouth, pulling a small noise from him as he tried to swallow.

"You look beautiful with your throat bared like this, you know," Kinn murmured before pressing soft kisses down the length of his throat, pressing a particularly long kiss on Porsche's Adams apple as the man managed to swallow despite the taut pull of his throat.