I Own You

Chapter 17

Porsche accepted his fate that evening and it had been a while since he stopped crying. Why waste his tears on this shitty life, he has many things to do ..he might not have a good life but he had to make sure his brother's life is going well. Finally, he decided to remind himself of the purpose he is living here and decided to have a long bath...

But before having a bath he had one thing to do..he has to call his little chay..It doesn't take much time chay to answer his call. His little brother screamed with excitement making him chuckle..

"HIA..." the boy shouted with a high pitch making Porsche laugh out loud

"Oh god, Chay..My ear..stop shouting.."

"you haven't called me for a long time hia..how long has it been..I miss you hia.." the excitement was no longer there and Porsche could imagine his brother's wobbling lips and tear-filled eyes..

"I am sorry little chay..Hia was soooooo busy.." Porsche felt his voice break but he can't let that happen..he has to act cool. Porsche doesn't want little chay to worry about him.

it is not easy for Porsche. he wants to cry..he wants to hug his brother and tell him all the injustice that happened to him. his chest hurts..but he couldn't..his brother is too young and Porsche does not want to traumatize his brother with his shitty fate.

Porsche tried his best to cover his sobs and fake an act. he is a "A" grade actor he can fake an act. He tried ..

"Hia..Are you crying? hia? " little chay's concerned voice filled Porsche's ears.

My god..what should he say now..new tear trail escaped from his already red swollen eyes.

"Hia miss you little chay ..I miss you and granny..I wish I can come now but I can't..I am sorry .." said Porsche barely covering his sobs by covering his mouth..maybe that words will convince his brother that Porsche is crying because he misses them.

"Ohhh..Hia.. it is ok..we understand. you are busy with work. we miss you too.." chay said with a broken voice.

both brothers were crying one crying because he missed his brother while the other one was crying because there was no one he can lean in to share his pain.

both brothers cried and laughed for a while and Porsche hung up with relief. soon he will be able to live with his brother..together..little chay were also happy and he also counting the days until his birthday. so they can finally escape from their father's clutches. little chay couldn't be with him because he was a minor and their father was his guardian. Both brothers were counting the days.

Porsche went to the washroom to have a much-needed long bath. he is done with his life. now he has to figure out how to make his brother's life better.

Porsche was coming out of the washroom when suddenly someone pinned him to the wall. it was none other than Kinn..his rapist..

"Hello Kitten.." said kinn with a smirk.

"My little kitten has become a little mouse..huh..." whispered kinn licking the water droplets on Porsche's neck making Porsche gulp with fear.

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"Stop it kinn..He is scared "

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the sudden voice made Porsche look at the room. This fancy-looking guy..his name was Tay as Porsche remembered. Kinn's two friends were in that room looking at them. they were not alone. there were a few guards and Ken. Ken was smirking at him. Why everyone is here..Porsche was trembling..he didn't do anything this time..the smirk on ken's face made Porsche scared.

Porsche already knew Ken is not a good person. The way he looks at him is really scary. Porsche was aware of the way ken look at him with hunger and he confirmed it when ken always tried to corner him with insults and reminded him of the reason he is living in this mansion.

"your parents didn't teach you eavesdropping on other's conversation is not good huh kitten? ..looks like a  punishment is in order kitten or should I call you little mouse? "

the sentence told by kinn in an intimidating voice with an evil smirk is more than enough to make Porsche dry swallow and shake his head with fear.

All these guards? is this the punishment ken mentioned last time?no please ..he is not ready to take another punishment. last time punishment is enough for his lifetime.

" No..p..ple..please..khun..khun kinn..please "Porsche stutter with eyes filled with tears. please someone save me from this hell.

Porsche was about to beg but kinn was laughing loudly..

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"Oh..Kitten..you are a scardy cat..I was just joking..look at yourself ..cry baby.." kinn was laughing with his two friends. ok now finally Porsche has become a joker too..he himself believed his life was a joke. now it is confirmed..

"Stop it, Kinn..idiot..come on Porsche..He scared us too.. suddenly running to this room.." said Tay coming closer to Porsche and carefully patting his shoulder making Porsche flinch.

"Easy..easy..ok..no offence Porsche.. don't misunderstand..that was just a friendly talk..you know friends are talking about each other.."

 Time decided to talk after seeing the way Porsche flinch at the tay's touch.

Porsche nodded because there was nothing to talk he was speechless.

"Next time..there shouldn't be next time kitten.. " kinn warned. there were no emotions shown on his face and the warning is clear.

"Yes..Khun Kinn " Porsche was finally able to collect his words. he clenched his bathrobe to cover his nudity. thank god he was wearing a bath rob when he came out of the washroom. Porsche looked at the guards who were still there and ken has already lost his mocking smirk, looks like he was disappointed.

"And one more thing.. don't forget the reason you are here..you are just a hole to fuck..nothing more. just because I treat you well doesn't mean anything..you are here to fulfil my urges, don't think too highly about yourself..understand..? "

the words uttered by Kinn are like knives thrown at Porsche's heart. each word made a scar in his already wounded heart. He wants to scream ..but he cannot .. Porsche looks around the room..looks like Kinn's two friends were shocked by his words. The guards..ken's face had that mocking smirk again.

"yes..khun kinn" Porsche barely uttered words. Khun kinn needs words. Khun Kinn doesn't like his gestures..so even though Porsche felt like there is something stuck in his throat and the tears filled in his eyes ready to escape, Porsche looked down. the humiliation is enough..he doesn't want to cry in front of them and be embarrassed more.

"Good Kitten..be prepared..im going abroad again tomorrow, I need you tonight.."

"Yes, Khun kinn.."

Kinn tapped Porsche's cheeks and left taking others as well and finally the door closed. Porsche didn't had any courage to look at them.

Porsche wiped the tears that escaped from his eyes and walked to the bed.."He is just a hole to fuck..nothing more" Porsche kept repeating kinn's words. he just has to endure till Khun kinn fed up with him. that's all..then he will go somewhere far away from all these bad people. even though more tears escaped from his eyes he kept wiping those. there was no one to care about his sorrows and pain. he has to be strong for himself and his family.

"Everything will be ok..Just have to endure a little more.."Porsche mumbled to himself and sat on the bed. today, again he has to satisfy Khun kinn with his body.

"Khun Kinn, Please fed up with me soon" Porsche prayed.

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wrote this chapter quickly because of your guy's request. Don't mind the mistakes. sorry about the delay..