I Own You

Chapter -18

Porsche opens his eyes. shit..he fell asleep. he was waiting for khun kinn. Why did he fall asleep. he tried to get up but he saw Khun kinn is already in the room by the side of his eyes. Porsche's thoughts ran 100 miles per second..he need to think of a way to get off from the punishment.

Why khun kinn is wearing pajama pants? does it mean he doesn't want to have sex tonight? what if he pretends to sleep? will he get punished for fell in asleep while waiting for him? too many questions occurred in his mind. Finally, he decided to pretend asleep.

Porsche heard footsteps closing to bed, with the dim light he saw the shadow of Khun Kinn..He is getting closer to the bed. Porsche's heartbeat rise..but he couldn't let Khun kinn know he is awake. come on Porsche..you are a professional actor. play it well. Porsche cheered himself. Porsche took a breath to calm himself and closed his eyes.

Porsche felt the bed dip when Khun Kinn climbed to bed. he came closer to Porsche..khun Kinn's heated breath fell on his ear..Porsche made sure he stay still when khun Kinn's fingertips were placed on his cheeks..

"Po..Baby..You cried again..I hate to see you cry, baby.."Khun Kinn's gentle fingertips caressed Porsche's cheeks. don't flinch.. don't flinch .. Porsche prayed.

"It's good you fell asleep..We can talk again ..only this time I can talk to you freely..such a heavy sleeper you are..my baby..looks soo cute..my adorable baby.." Kinn placed a gentle kiss on Porsche's cheek.

Porsche is stunned to hear it. He knew he is a heavy sleeper..but what was wrong with khun Kinn today? is he drunk? Porsche was thinking what's wrong with the devil? What did he mean by again? did he always talk to me when I am sleeping? but Khun kinn doesn't smell like alcohol. he smells like sandalwood..Porsche's one of the favourite fragrances. Khun kinn always smells like sandalwood.

" don't be like him, Porsche..Please don't be like him..you know what I said yesterday..please don't be like him..I know you are not like him, babe..you are too innocent.." another kiss on Porsche's cheek.

"But when Ken said what you did..i totally lost it..but I know you are not going to be like him..you have a pure heart..I don't want to see you in pain..but I can't be gentle with you ..im sorry..I want to do lots of fun things with you but I can't...." this time Khun kinn's long fingers caressed Porsche's hair. A kiss to Porsche's temple.

"I can't..I am scared..if I become gentle with you ..you will be like him..I don't want that. you will always be with me..I will look after you..I will always protect you.." this time a little peck for Porsche's nose.

"Sleep tight..My baby" Kinn placed his lips gently on Porsche's and whispered..

The next minute kinn's strong wrapped around Porsche's thin waist and buried his face in Porsche's neck and breathed. Porsche stays stiff without moving a muscle. he couldn't believe the words came out of Kinn's mouth. the gentle tone he used..his whispers against his ear..

It doesn't take much time for Kinn to fall asleep. Porsche was wide awake in Kinn's arms. Porsche lay motionless hearing Kinn's light snores and thinking about Kinn's words. Was that a confession? Porsche was so confused. He is pretty sure he won't be able to get a wink of sleep tonight.

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Porsche has already come to the studio. Porsche wasn't sure when he fell asleep last night but when he woke up . Khun Kinn was no longer there. Kinn's confession made him confused and it is like he is stuck in a puzzle.

who is the "he " kinn mentioned last night? Why Khun Kinn is begging him to not be like " him "?Who is that person? Why does Khun Kinn not want to be gentle with him? Oh god. .. all these questions made him nauseous.