I Own You

Chapter 28

"Mom..Please..Let Kinn see Porsche..Kinn already accepts his fault..He accept to visit Psychastrict.."

Thankhun Spoke ..Arm silently stood next to him..The whole scenario made Tankhun feel so outraged. He knew just by Kinn's face, Kinn felt guilty beyond belief but it wasn't going to change the fact that Kinn quite possibly just killed the baby..His baby..

But this is not the time to take sides and argue or point at each other..Thankhun also felt guilty...He could have kept an eye on his younger brother, the sensitive one to check how he is doing..how he is behaving or taking his therapy well...But he didn't...Mom and Pa could check with the doctors on their payroll about Kinn. Everybody knew after the breakup Kinn changed...Shit..if they kept an eye on him the whole scenario could have changed. 

If they checked on Kinn, they might not be here..standing in the hospital..but it's late now... Crystal rolled her eyes as if she read Thankhun's mind. Crystal sighed..

"Ok..after you see Porsche..you have to leave.. – "

"Mom Ple.." Kinn cut in..he can't leave his Porsche alone..he wants to be with his baby when he wakes up. But Kinn didn't get a chance to finish as his mother decided to speak loudly..

"Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakul..Since when did you start to talk back to me? Did you forget who I am? "

Their Mothers' tone screamed authority. She might be a fun-loving person. But she is the only one who can control the Theerapanyakul men.

Kinn lowered his head with guilt and prepared to listen to his mother's verdict as everyone knows her words are final and there is no room for negotiation.

"I want you to leave the hospital as soon as you see Porsche. You will only get 5 minutes. After that I want you to go back to your place. You are going to clean yourself and wait for the psychiatrist. Your cooperation with the doctor will decide whether you are capable to visit Porsche or not. "

At that their mother turned and left to meet the doctor, leaving a fuming Kinn with no other choice than to accept... As Crystal was about to leave the hallway she turned to Big, who stood in the corner and told him after 5 minutes take his boss home; he wasn't needed nor wanted here at the moment.

"Arm, Sweety...Let's go meet the doctor.." Crystal gently held Arm's hand who was standing near Thankhun. Crystal knew she is being tough on her son... But she cannot let Kinn be the same. Kinn should not get away from his wrongdoings. Just accepting the fault is not enough.. She held Arm's, her first son-in-law's hand gently and walked away from her sons...

Kinn looked at his mom...His mom who always supported him is standing against him now. Even though Kinn accepted his fault...Mom is standing against him and demands to meet a doctor. Kinn hesitated to accept the order..if there is somebody else dare to stand between him and his baby, kinn knew how to handle it but this is his mom..and that is his limit. Just the thought he only received five minutes to meet his love sent venom through his veins...

The bitter truth was The all-mighty Theerapanyakul heir is powerless in front of her mother.

"Patience Kinn..Be Patience..Porsche will come back to your arms soon..not alone..with their baby.."Kinn murmured to himself reminding himself to control his anger. he cannot go against his mom and he is fully aware of that.

"Go Now Kinn..you don't have much time .." Thankhun opened the door to Porsche's room and pushed Kinn inside.

Kinn stood frozen for a minute and the moment he heard the click of the closed door he took small steps to the bed where Porsche lay on the bed. A mask connected to his small face and IV and Blood were attached to his pale thin hands. His kitten looked Pale and thinner..

Kinn walked straight to Porsche and held his arm gently. His heart clenched in pain as he saw the pale sleeping face of his kitten. Kinn touched the young man's face Stroking his thumb across the top of his palm..

"Baby.. I am sorry.." Kinn strokes his cheek with the back of his fingers. He was biting his lip to control his cry.. Kinn didn't cry, he doesn't want to cry, his eyes stared into nothingness while caressing his lover's head and body.

This is supposed to be a happy moment...Their baby's arrival should be a happy memory but here they are in a hospital..not because Porsche having uncontrollable morning sickness..just because Kinn couldn't control his anger.

Kinn caressed Porsche's lower abdomen gently murmuring to himself "Thank you for coming to us baby..Your mummy and daddy loves you a lot."

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Big reluctantly opened the door as Kinn didn't respond to the knocking on the door he needed to report to his boss about the time..The allocated 5 minutes has long finished and they were supposed to leave now.

The scene in front of him was unbelievable. His boss was caressing Porsche's flat stomach while giving small kisses as if lulling their unborn baby to sleep. Big knew how much his boss love this little actor, even though the mighty heir was not vocal about it but his actions were all centred to the actor.

Big cleared his throat as he approached the foot of the bed. "Khun Kinn.".

Kinn stared at his secretary while kissing Porsche's belly.

"Khun Kinn "

"What? " Kinn coldly replies.

"Khun Kinn..we have to leave now. Allocated time has already finished.." said Big averting his eyes as he didn't want to see the affection gestures of his boss toward his lover. The way Khun Kinn fondly caressed and kisses the actor's belly shows he is very happy about their baby's arrival.

Kinn didn't want to leave.. But he is not ready to lose the chance..He doesn't want to anger their mother as he knew he doesn't get a chance against his mother.

" Baby..I will see you tomorrow..rest well my love.." Kinn placed his lips on Porsche's pale forehead and caressed his lover's lower abdomen.

"Daddy..Loves you.." Kinn whispered and placed a kiss on the spot down Porsche's novel.

"Po...Kitten..our baby is here.. Wake up soon ok... You are going to be so happy... We are going to be Parents, sweetie.." Kinn gently caressed the flat stomach.

Kinn was so happy and he was pretty much sure Porsche is going to be so happy about their baby. Kinn is very determined to ask for forgiveness and he is sure Porsche is going to forgive him . Porsche loves him...He always forgave Kinn and this time also he will forgive me Kinn thought to himself without knowing the consequences he is going to face.