An Unbreakable Love

Chp.26'My angel'

Author-

You can listen to the above song while reading. I am unsure if it is related to this chapter but it is a nice song. 

Do hear it. Enjoy!!

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Jimin's POV-

I am feeling so many emotions at a time—anger, rage, envy, sadness, and possessiveness.

Never has any girl made me feel like this. No girl has ever made me this vulnerable and crazy for her but she is different. She definitely is. Only one name. Hana. My Hana.

I don't know how she does this or whether she even knows that she has a guy wrapped around her fingers. A guy who thinks about her. A guy who misses her.

I have never forced myself on any girl. I do sleep with girls but only when they are willing. I have sex with girls who willingly want to give themselves to me. But it was different in her case. I don't know why but the moment I laid my eyes on her that day in the club, I was attracted to her. I was attracted to her as if she is a siren who can attract the passerby. When I went to her and took in her scent, her fucking scent, she is so damn addictive. I wanted to put my face in the crook of her neck and memorize her scent the whole night.

I had been thinking about that girl, the girl who was not attracted to me as others do. The girl who didn't throw herself at me as normal girls do. That was the moment I realized that she is different. 

Due to some turns of events, I met her at Granny's house. I was shocked. It was as if God listened to my thoughts of wanting to see that unknown girl again. I thought that it would be the last time I will see her but Fate definitely had some different plans. Only I know how much I was controlling myself to not avert my eyes on her.

 I thought that thinking about her, and finding her attractive was just because it was the physical attraction. I thought I'll get over it but I realized that the issue was damn serious when I saw her in that wedding dress. That moment when my heart started beating at an abnormal speed when she walked down the alter. She was looking like an angel. A fucking angel. Don't know why I think that she thinks that she is not beautiful but if only she looks at herself the way I look at her. 

Then we went on the honeymoon. Fake honeymoon for her. I remember how hard I was trying to cancel the trip but she was stubborn. She wanted to go because of granny but my intentions were totally different. I denied it because I knew that when we would return from the honeymoon, I would not be the old me. She was changing me. She fucking is changing me.

I can remember everything that happened on the honeymoon. I am so ashamed to admit that I actually wanted to sleep on the same bed as her. I wished she wouldn't mind but she did. That was the moment I thought that yeah, she does hate me a lot. I had to sleep on the couch without my will. The next day, she was looking really cute in her floral dress. I was avoiding to look in her direction because I knew that if I did, it would be hard for me to not stare at her like a  creep.

Oh, I definitely can't forget about the box. I was so shocked when I saw what Granny gave her in that box. I never meant to open the box that Granny gave Hana like a thief but I was curious and the box was right in front of me. Packed. I opened it and I swear to God I was so angry at Granny for that. It was lingerie. A fucking red color laced lingerie set. I thanked all the Gods that Hana forgot to open the box. I can't even imagine what her face would have been like.

 But I was the one who had to face the consequences. I wasn't joking when I said that this girl has a huge effect on me. The first that came to my mind was the picture of Hana wearing the lingerie and waiting for me on the bed like the seductress she is. I myself was shocked seeing a boner in my pants, just while picturing her in that lingerie. I can't even imagine what would happen if she actually does this. I won't be able to handle the beast in me.