Ch. 7|| If i

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"People changed Katniss. Even you changed," He said, softly. "It's physically changes. Not mentally. You know that," I scowled. There is a complete silence after i said that. Trying to make a way to ran. He stop me.

"I thought you will never come back. For all those years, i waited for you," My eyes swelled up but i know i'll cry. He didn't worth it. "You waited?"

"Yeah. But I lose hope, Katniss. Because of you, I changed into this new Peeta," said Peeta. I can feel the sincerity in his voice. I look at his light blue eyes. I can't stand here longer. I feel those words making me down that i can't feel my legs anymore. I'm stock here. "Now, you're here. How can i get you be my friend again?"

I breathe in and out. It make me drown in the midst of our talk. I feel numb. Bare in my own thinking. I lean to him closer. Feeling his hot breathe like an addicting air to me. My sanity. I look into his eyes and tell him what he need. "Change."


Now: (Peeta's pov)


"Change..."


The last word i heard is keep ringing in my head like an alarm. I never thought that she will say it to me. This make me stay to where i am standing for hours. Thinking a way how I'll move again. Somehow, that word made me stop. I can't feel my own body. It was like a potion to my veins.


"Peeta!"


The blurry voice stop me from my heavy thoughts. I blink to see my gang. Cato smiled and smirked,"The baker boy is awake at last," He help me up from my weakened legs,"So, tell me huh? What the did you two talk about?"


"It's not your business, Cato," I spat at him making him cringed back. He scratches his head and frowns. "Is that talk that bad?"


I sighed. "That bad." He looks at my blue eyes and a mischievous smile draw into his face. I think...."They are waiting. Let's head to make a history again." We walk to the parking to see them bored hanging around my precious car. "MY BABY!" I screamed making my friends stop from where they standing like a deer in headlights. How can't i shout? IF they are seating and messing it?!


"Oh shoot!" Marvel cursed loudly as he hide away from me. "Who allowed you to mess my baby?!" I snarled, glaring daggers at them all. They pointed it to Marvel who is paling like a ghost. I angrily walked towards him and I slap his head. "You! How many times would i tell you?!"


The others can't stop laughing but when i looked at them with dark blue glaring eyes. They stopped immediately. "You cleaned it up. If you mess it again, you'll have a better taste of medicine if you did it again got it?"I calmly told him. He nodded and I calmed from my own madness.


"let's go."


***


Her lovely eyes fade in my mind as the car sped to the limit. I can feel something building up on me. What is happening to me? Is this what she can do? Letting me fall on her all over again.


Fading in the distance i see the group i hate many years since what they did last time. They killed one of my gang's cousin. They killed Rue. I don't know why they did that. But i want revenge for a innocent life. A child like her should not be involved in the business of strangers and blood.


Our car stop and we get out of it. Their leader, Gloss, smirks at us. "So, they arrived at last!" I glared and smiled evilly. "Oh yeah? We have school remember," I told him. He masks his face with anger and i snickered.


I can see the faint blood in his hands. Full of Rue's hand with his knife. Lay there her body, lifeless. I shake my head in fury and he smirks. "Your gonna pay, Gloss."


"For what? For killing that slutty cousin of one of your gang mates?"


"Don't put this problem worse!" Gale screamed in anger. I slid past him and hold a glare. "Where are your gang?" I asked without emotion. I hid them not to show fear.


"Oh, Them? They are spying someone you know. And when the time comes, I will have blood on my hands again," He smirked. I stop. My eyes angered that blood spill to my irises. My family. No....It's Katniss. "Don't you dare."


"Oh, i dare. I will do what i want. From killing that innocent child to killing what is precious to...you," He said. "I want war. Blood. Cruelty is fun. This is what i want. Goodbye." He suddenly disappears in the shadows and i run to what direction he had gone. I started to hyperventilate. I hold my head in thought. No. Not Katniss. She can't be involved in this. "He's gonna kill her."


"Who?" Marvel ask. I looked at their eyes almost glaring in the middle of my fear of losing her. "Katniss..."


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Katniss POV


Going home is one of the task i need to do. I walk down the street and i felt someone watching. I turned in my heel and look who it was. I searched for a person but their is nothing but me. "Strange."


I open the gate of our house and walk inside. I sat on the couch and one of the maids approach me. "Mam, You got home. Have some snack," She offered. I shake my head. "I'm not hungry. Give them to Finnick instead when he got home," I told her and she leave me.


Finnick is busy. He have friends. And I am here, Alone. I walk upstairs to my bedroom and immediately get my iphone 5s and play games. I don't have assignment. But school can get me a head ache.


Sometimes life can be harder. When you know a person, that become different from when i met him. And i don't know if he take it. I'd prayed that he did. That the old Peeta would come back. A new mission I have to do. Make the old Peeta come back.



'It's a love that i need. It's a love that only you can bring.'

~ This Love Doesn't Run by Kerrie Roberts ~


A/N: Sorry for not updating story and such. I have school and i am busy right now. I will do what i can to update stories. Please vote and comment. :)



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