Ch. 6: Change for me

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Katniss pov

What do you feel about running away from a friend you only seen today? The feeling that you can't breathe nor take a step to talk. Or be yourself and say the words you must say but you can't. That's what is happening to me. I run not to be away from him. Because i can't stand to be with today. It's hard to deal with my heart and mind right now. I still need time.

I sat on a bench and saw my stepbrother with a creepy smile in his face. If i get a chance to know his godly parent like in percy jackson, it would be Apollo not Poseidon. He is very shiny and very creepy to me. Yeah, right. He looks like an idiot sometimes. He always says he is a son of poseidon but in reality, he is more like Apollo's son. We are more like Artemis and Apollo.

"Kitty! Why did you leave me?" He whined. I groaned at his childishness and he pouts. "I'm not bad at all. Do i?" he asked. "Your not. But get your childish behavior out of you. It annoys me," i told him. He pouts more and gives me his famous puppy eyes. Didn't work for me. But for other girls, they would literally fall for it. He can be annoying but i love this guy so much.

"Shut it!" I scold him. He laughs and we walk to our next class. We seated to our seats that our teacher gave us and we sat their listening or maybe not listening. I just tuned her out whilst she discussed something about plants. Even though i know a bunch of it, i still need to learn it. After the hell of lesson that pryed me alive is PE. Yeah, you hear me right. I lik-no I love it. That's when my agility and strength is challenge. 

I go to change into my PE t-shirt and shorts. I turn to see Annie and her other girls who is her friends. She smiles and i smiled back. I run to the gym to see Peeta. Everyone turned their direction to me. They were like gaping fishes. "What?" I feel my skin shuddered in their eyes. Finnick glared at all boys who look like i am their meal or something. Some girls look at me with envy. Some smiled at me that make me comfortable a bit. I walked beside my stepbrother and the PE class begin. 

"Okay class. As all you know that you have your new classmates over there. We will start on agility courses. Everyone will group into two. Two leaders. I want Peeta and Finnick to be the leaders," Finnck stood up warily and walk beside Peeta. "Pick your members."

"Katniss." I froze to see Peeta spoke so fast. My name. Not my name. In many people, he picked me. I expected my brother to pick me but...he got me fast. By saying my name, it makes me out of the scale. I remember his eyes in the halls. Pleading for me. For me. I saw the shadows in his eyes saying he never expected me. 

"Katniss." I stood up glaring at him with my favorite scowl. Others students whispered at each other. Gossiping about the new girl who is picked by the boy they knew. Or the popular, i think. Soon, two groups is done. I am grouped with Peeta. Hell, we are the couple for the musical. I hate it. But i know i can't. 

The agility course started and we run to the monkey bars. I took the other bar as i can and do it fast. Then i immediately crawl over the net that make me struggle to make it to the other side. I can hear my group members shouting my name. I can hear my heartbeat gone mad and i exert my adrenaline. I can make it. I thought. 

I jump and jump to the blocks that blocking my path. I climb in the rocky miniature mountain and slide down to the slide. I hear our teacher blow her whistle. I stop. in dicating for the next players. I got it fast. I got it. I make it. I smiled and sat to the bleachers watching my other group members swift their bodies to make it. The agility course here is very fascinating. Soon, We won. I clasped a pat on my stepbrother's back He coughs and i laugh. "Consider that as your punishment today, brother," I smirk at him. "Kitty!" He mocks me. I glared at him making him surrender a bit. "Fine," He huffs and gets a drink. 

Completely not noticing, I shriek madly and i saw the pleading blue eyes. "Kat..."

"Stop. Please," I pleaded. I can feel my heart shattered seeing him change. He is not the boy i knew back from the years when we are kids. "Your not Peeta. The one who don't like smoking or that dark clothes. You changed." The truth hurts. 

"People changed Katniss. Even you changed," He said, softly. "It's physically changes. Not mentally. You know that," I scowled. There is a complete silence after i said that. Trying to make a way to ran. He stop me.

"I thought you will never come back. For all those years, i waited for you," My eyes swelled up but i know i'll cry. He didn't worth it. "You waited?" 

"Yeah. But I lose hope, Katniss. Because of you, I changed into this new Peeta," said Peeta. I can feel the sincerity in his voice. I look at his light blue eyes. I can't stand here longer. I feel those words making me down that i can't feel my legs anymore. I'm stock here. "Now, you're here. How can i get you be my friend again?"

I breathe in and out. It make me drown in the midst of our talk. I feel numb. Bare in my own thinking. I lean to him closer. Feeling his hot breathe like an addicting air to me. My sanity. I look into his eyes and tell him what he need. 

"Change."

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