art || hwang hyunjin

14

i was in the dance studio at school trying to clear my mind, i'm still trying to think about what felix said the other day, i like hyunjin?  i'm trying everything to deny it because i don't want to like him. i don't want to be friends with someone i like

i was interrupted by someone walking in and i looked over at the door and saw hyunjin walking in

"hey" he smiled and my heart was just pounding so much "i was looking for you"

"y-you were" i stuttered

"yeah, your favorite was in the lunch today so i figured you would be here so i brought you some" he smiled and handed me ramen

"i- uhm thanks" i smiled

"is something wrong?" he asked

"no i'm ok just thinking about something" i said

"wanna talk about it?" he asked softly and my heart melted hes so caring

"uhm, how can you tell if you like someone?" i asked sitting down and he looked at my confused

"you like someone?" he said sitting down in front of me

"i think so? i mean i don't know i've never actually had a crush on someone before" i shrugged taking a bite of the food

"may i know who you like?" he asked and i choked on the ramen "oh my god are you ok?" he said taking out a water bottle and handing it to me

"yeah i'm fine, uhm yeah i don't think i'll tell you" i said and he nodded

"ok well uhm how do you feel around that person?" he asked

"happy, like really happy, something about him just makes me want to be with him the whole day, i love the way he bullies me for literally anything, his smile is also very beautiful, he makes my heart beat so fast which i thought was just normal but i found out it's because of him, he's all i think about you know?" i said smiling as i looked at the ground

"yeah you like him" he said leaning back on the wall

"yeah that's what felix said" i sighed

"wait, we're the only boys yoy talk to and if you're saying you talked to felix about this and me do you- oh my god do you like chan?"he said putting his hand over his mouth

i was about to say no until i figured out if i did he would think i like him and i can't let that happen. "yeah i like chan" i nodded

"oh my god sooms that's so exciting" he said pulling me into a tight hug and oh my god my heart was punching so fast and i could feel my cheeks heating up

i pulled back and saw his face look sad? like i don't know but it doesn't look as it does whenever i see him

"i'm happy for you, when are you going to tell him?" he asked

"uhm i don't know, soon hopefully" i smiled

"good. you deserve happiness" he smiled

it's you hyunjin. i like you how do you not see that.