Short Words of the Mind

Fucked in the Brain

So many emotions circling around,
Loves a fragile little flame that burned out,
And now I'm here tryna see if I can relight it,
But I don't know, maybe I should fight it!

Cuz when I need you - you're never there.
But when you need me I'm always right here.
Am I crazy for wanting you to fix this??
People say you're someone I shouldn't miss.

And there are days when I think you're an ass,
But there are also times I wish this didn't crash.
You're the king of mind games and head fucks,
And so I think I need to jump off the truck!

Cuz I can't take this constant back and forth.
I'm not waiting around anymore!
You've royally screwed me up inside...
And now I'm faking it on the outside.

You always listen to everyone and everything but yourself,
Even though I take my friend's advice and put it on a high shelf,
You seem to remind me why we broke up every day,
Then why do I sometimes wish that I had stayed?

Boy, you don't seem to understand,
What I'd do just to hold your hand!
And then once we're somewhere peacefully,
Your nuts would finally meet my knee.

I tell myself I'll be fine if you date other girls,
But seeing you hit on them makes my stomach swirl.
Cuz there are days you're the only man in my heart.
And other days I wanna make out with another guy in the dark.

God, I don't know what I want with you,
All I know is this one thing's true...
You've got me fucked in the brain.
Baby, you drive me insane.