you Really thought I would leave you?-ashtray

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Continuation of he's gone.

Katelyn point of view

It's been a couple months since the day I saw ash dead . I still refuse to believe it I won't he's a fighter he's a O'Neil fez went away to jail for a little while but now he's back. Maddy has been dragging me out my house trying to get me to find someone but I can't find no one . I go out to parties with maddy but I never want to find anyone and when I do find someone the want to use me for my body it's never a fair thing . I just want my ash back I refuse to talk about him with maddy cause she makes everyone act as if he is dead sure everyone thinks that but I don't.  Ash is smarter than that he is alive I know he is . Today I'm gonna go visit fez and see how he is doing I haven't seen him since the day before everything happened.  I grabbed a outfit from closet

I slipped my air forces on and just did a small makeup look which included concealer , mascara eyeliner and lip gloss

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I slipped my air forces on and just did a small makeup look which included concealer , mascara eyeliner and lip gloss.  I was looking for my airpods when I looked and saw ash chain I took that day. I grabbed it and put it on my neck I look at my outfit in the mirror and let out a small sigh I put my phone in my back pocket and connected my airpods to my phone and walked out my room closing the door.

I grabbed my house keys shutting my front door and started walking to the gas station I walk in seeing fez sitting with lexi on the counter with her head on his shoulder .
Kate:hey fez and lexi
They looked up seeing me lexi sending me a soften smile knowing the reason I haven't been here because of ash .
Fez:hey k you haven't been here in awhile
Kate:yeah I know I just haven't had the courage to come since everything happened
Fez looked down knowing what I meant
Kate:how are you guys I see you Two got together finally

They both started blushing I smiled at them going to grab a drink and a bag of chips I walk up to the register
Kate:how much is this fez
Fez:nah Kate ain't making you pay your like family
I smile at fez one thing I knew about fez is he can't open up right away so he keeps it in his head well that's how he was before he met lexi lexi change everything for him.
Kate:well fez I gotta go ill see you around ill stop by more
I grabbed my drink and chips off the counter and started walking towards the exit of the store
Fez:bye Kate and yeah definitely stop by more
I smiled and waved bye to lexi she smiled it was starting to get dark but I still wanted to go to one more place . Ash and I spot how me and ash found it is when we were I wanna say 11 just turning 12 he worked at the carnival that night and we were bored and fez had everything under control we decided to go somewhere the carnival was right by the beach so we walked down there . We walked under the pier and I saw in the far back a punch of rocks you could sit on and see the sunset perfectly .

Ever since we found that spot we always had a special moment there . That's where we admitted we liked each other, when we had our first date, when we shared our first kiss together. Our 5 month anniversary we spent there that day was only two days before everything changed.  I saw the spot I started walking up towards it I sat in the spot I always sat when we came here . I looked out towards the sunset I started to wonder is it all in my head what if he is actually gone? Am i just crazy? Wouldn't he come back to us by now if he was alive ? I was torn out my thoughts by hearing a noise I stood up I grabbed the pocket knife ash gave me if something were to happen.
Kate:who's there
I saw a shadow walking towards me
Kate:don't come any closer to me I have a knife I'm not afraid to use it
I saw the person walking towards me more I started backing I didn't have anywhere to go .
?: Katelyn?
I looked up fast hearing a voice I haven't heard in so long is it actually him ?
Kate:ash ?
I stepped forward to see if it really was him or not . The person stepped forward the light shining in there face . It was him. It was my ashtray.

I dropped the knife in my hand it hitting the sand I brought one hand to my face starting to tear up . He pulled me into his arms wrapping one of his arms around my waist I put my head in his neck he put his other hand on the top of my back playing with my hair. I put my hands around his waist holding him tight as If I would lose him if I let go. Small sobs filled ash ears hearing the girl he loves cry over almost losing him .
Ash:I'm here I'm not going anywhere ok
I pulled away from the hug tears streaming down my face he put his hands of my cheeks wiping them away I nuzzle my face in his palm . I show a small smile I look at him his gray tracksuit once perfect is now covered in dirt and blood .
Kate:how I came to your house I saw you on the floor and bleeding
Ash:your never looked if I was bleeding from my head I was bleeding from my arm .
Kate:I thought you were gone by now
Ash:you really think I would leave you?
I looked down trying to understand everything when ash pulled my chin up to look at him I looked in his eyes.  He pulled me into a kiss wrapping his arms on my waist I put my hand on the back of his head he pulled away and put his forehead to mine
Ash:I'll never leave you
Kate:fez missed you
Ash: I wanted to see him but I had to stay low for a little while but where is he staying?
Kate: lexi house would you wanna see him ?
He nodded grabbing my hand I started to lead the way to lexi ever since that whole thing with Cassie she moved out and got her own place with fez
I walked up to her place I turned seeing ash nervous I squeezed his hand . I noticed the door was unlocked I walked in seeing them watching stand by me while holding hands .

Ash:I'm scared
Kate:you got this
He took a deep breath before saying fez
I saw fez slowly turn around obviously recognizing the voice when his eyes met ash I saw tears well up in his eyes . He stood up immediately walking over to ash before pulling him into a hug ash wrapped himself around his brother I heard small cries from both brothers me and lexi looked at each other tearing up a little .
Fez:I thought you were gone ash
Ash:I can't leave my brother behind
Fez then hit him in the shoulder saying don't ever do that shit again
Ash chuckled saying I won't.
Fez : now go take a shower I have some clothes of yours in my room ill grab them
Fez went and grabbed them giving him them then showing him the bathroom
Fez:how did you find him
Kate: he found me I looked at our spot and saw him
Fez pulled me into a hug
Fez:thank you for bringing my brother back to me
I tapped his back saying we all needed him .

About a hour later ash walked out from the shower sitting next to me on the couch laughing at a movie .
I whispered "I love you "
I saw a smile break out on his face
"I love you too ma "
I'm never letting this boy go

Authors note
Sorry this took me so long I'm sick

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