never enough for you -javon

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Alice point of view

Me and my mom never got along to much I was always more close to my dad he was my best friend but when I turned 11 everything changed my dad passed away cause he was extremely sick and ever since then are relationship went more down hill then before . The only people there for me was my boyfriend javon and his family he was my best friend before we started dating he was there for me through thick and thin and I couldn't be more thankful for him. But now here I am in my kitchen with tears running down my face looking at my so called mother that I refuse to believe she is my mother. Me and her got into a stupid fight cause I was a couple minutes late from my friends house . (We will call the mom Alyssa)
Alyssa:WHAT WERE YOU DOING
Me:NOTHING MOM ME AND JULES WERE RUNNING AND WE STOPPED FOR A MINTUE
Alyssa:I DONT BELIEVE THAT ALICE
me:FINE DONT BELIEVE ME YOUR NEVER THERE FOR ME AND NEVER LISTEN TO ME ANYWAY
Alyssa:IM ALWAYS THERE AND I DONT LISTEN TO YOU CAUSE THERE ALL LIES
Me:THERE NOT LIES MOM ITS THE TRUTH AND YOU DONT CARE ABOHT ME ANYMORE MOM JUST SAY IT
Alyssa:IF I DONT CARE SO MUCH THEN YOU COULD GET OUT OF MY HOUSE
Me:FINE I WILL ITS NOT LIKE YOU REMEMBERED I WAS HERE ANYWAY

I ran upstairs and grabbed a bag and filled it up with anything I could possibly need including everything my dad gave me . I walked downstairs and my mom just screamed at me to get out and never come back she took my house keys and pushed me out the door slamming it in my face . What was I suppose to do now .

I started walking to the only place I could go and of course it started pouring out so I tried to hurry up and walk faster.  I walk up to the house that felt more like home then my own home did. I walked up to the porch and knocked on the door waiting for a answer.  I hear footsteps coming towards the door and Jess opened the door
Jess:oh Alice hunny what's wrong why do you have a bag
Me:my mom kicked me out
Jess:oh hunny come inside please you will catch a cold
She pulled me inside
Jess:let me get you a towel I'll tell jayla to give you some extra clothes ok
I nodded a small smile placing itself on my lips
She comes back after a couple minutes with a pair of clothes and a towel
Jess:go change hunny then go to javons room he is in there ok
I nod I walked to the bathroom and changed placing my dirty clothes and the towel in the laundry basket and made my way up the stairs to javons room . I knocked on the door I hear a come in so I walk in
Javon:love ? What are you doing here so late
Tears prick my eyes
Javon:oh love come here
He opens his arms for me I came over him he wrapped his arms around me so im laying on his chest and crying he plays with my hair to calm me
Javon:what happened
Me:my mom kicked me out and I have no where to go
I hiccup in the middle of saying it
Javon:oh love
He hugs me tighter and kisses my forehead
Me:I don't know what I did to her to make her hate me I'm never enough for her I always try and she never cared
Javon: I don't know love but your more than good enough ok so don't ever think your not
Me:ok
Javon:and listen you could stay here I'm sure mom and dad wouldn't mind
Me:I don't know javon
Javon:please
Me:ok
Jessica then yelled to tell us dinner was done so we walked downstairs.  Javon mentioned the idea to his Parents they agreed and I smiled and laughed at dinner with my favorite people

These are my people and my family I could ever want

Author notes

I wrote this cause I felt some feelings like I'm never enough for my mom but if you ever need someone to talk to my messages are open

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