Chapter 39 - I love you

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Recap

 I scrolled throughmy contacts till I found his name.

I breathed in heavily and hesitated before I pushed the button and the phone rung. It rung once, twice, three times. I was about to hang up because I thought he would hang up. Then I heard his voice.

"Hello?" He quietly said

He sounded so tired and upset. I cannot blame him. It is all my fault.

"Can you come over?" I said

"We need to talk" I said 

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Jordan's pov

I was sat in my bed with puffy eyes, watching mean girls with my chocolate. I am planning on getting out of bed and seeing Abbie later and then coming back home. It has been like this for the a week and a half. My mum, grandma and dad tried getting me out of bed but I just won't do it. Unless I am going shower, seeing Abbie or to get some food. Ever since Damon and I broke up, I have been heart broken. I haven't known what to do myself. This is what heart break feels like.

The person you feel your destined to be with breaks up with you and your heart shatters into a million pieces. Your soul splits into millions of pieces. Your head is a maze and you feel lost and lonely. Some people describe heart break as a dull ache, others as piercing, while still others experience it as a crushing sensation. For days I sobbed and then I had rage and destroyed my room. I didn't sleep for a few days and I neglected my personal hygiene because I couldn't get out of bed. I started eating and seeing Abbie to get out the house around 6th day.

No matter how many things I destroy or how many times I try to hate Damon for breaking up with me even though we are soulmates, I can't.

I can't hate him.

That is what's worse.

I can't hate him as much as I try.

I love him and I can't stop even if he breaks up with me.

All of a sudden, my phone rung. It rung once, twice and it didn't stop. It rung three times. I grabbed it and picked up without looking at the caller id. 

"Hello?" I said quietly sniffling 

"Can you come over?" A voice I knew to well said 

My heart stopped and I could feel the tears coming again. The very man I never stopped giving my all to even after he broke up with me wants to see me.

"We need to talk" He said

"Sure I will be over in half an hour" I said

"That's ok" He said

"See you then" He said

"Yeah" I said and hung up

I groaned and put my phone down. I might as well make myself look decent then. I got out of bed and stretched. I looked in the mirror and almost cried again. I looked like a mess, smelled like one and felt like one emotionally and physically. I grabbed some new clothes and walked into the bathroom. I turned on the shower. I put my clothes to the side. I got undressed and got in the shower. I let the warm water run down my body relaxing my muscles, I sighed at the warm feeling. I then started washing myself and brushing my teeth. I rinsed my self and washed my hair nd then rinsed it out. I turn the shower off and got out. I grabbed my towel and dried myself and then got dressed. I put some aftershave on and then my shoes. 

I walked downstairs and my grandma and mum gasped.

"You're down" My grnadma gasped hurrying over

She hugged me tightly and I hugged her back.

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