destiel oneshots

Marc of chain

I got the Marc of chain sam doesn't know that and of course I didn't told cas about it he would kill me
No...but I felt more feelings I wanted to murder but also I felt some other feeling torwards cas that i can't explain...

I shouldn't gotten the Marc I know that but there's no way back so I gotta live with the curse now.

I was doing research on my laptop about the whole Marc of chain thing I wanted to remove it even though I knew it's impossible and then I heard someone break stuff I immediately closed my laptop and hold my gun out
I went to the kitchen were then noise came from  I raised the gun at the person

"Who the hell are you?" I asked

"Dean? Please don't shoot me it is me cas"

I put the gun down slowly even though some of my body parts wanted to kill him I'm not dumb and besides the others tell me that I shouldn't that I should feel I think the right word for it is love I should feel love for him. I fought against the murder part but the feeling parts... I just couldn't ignore them

"What the hell are you doing here? It's 3am!"
"Well..." he pointed at his shoulder and face and then I saw it it was full of blood
"Who the fuck did you killed this time cas"
"It was self defense they stabbed me multiple times"

I could see Cas had some injuries on his face and some stab wounds near his heart and shoulder.

"Are they after you?"
"I killed them you idot"

The murder parts won over and anything I could think of was cas lying on the floor dead by my hand
I grapped a knive out of my pocket I think cas noticed because he made a step backwards

"Dean? what are you doing?"

I didn't anweser him I just walked towards him with the knive raised now I was so near could smell him

"Dean?" He asked scared
"Oh don't worry Cas it won't hurt long" 
And with that I stabbed him in the shoulder
"Dean this is not you come back to me please"
"Well It is now"

Just as I wanted to stab him again someone gripped away from cas

"Let me go you son of a bitch" I said and tried to fight against him grip
"Calm down dean" it was Sams voice I heard
Cas was walked towards me and then he rolled up my sleeve

Oh fuck  he knows it now he saw the Marc of chain I'm in trouble

"Damn it dean what have you done?" Cas sighed
"I'm sorry?!"
Sammy let go off me
"I hope I won't reget it later" and with that Sammy left cas and me alone

"I can fix this I have to-"
I interrupted him "no you don't I can do this on my own"
"I help you"
"You saw me I'm danger to you cas I nearly killed you stay away from me...please I don't want you to get hurt"
"Bad for you I won't leave you alone"

I knew he wouldn't change his mind  doesn't matter what I say

"Fine but I know how I can ride of it"
"Oh. Yeah? And how?"
"I die and become a demon" I say and was on the way to call Crowley
"No-" cas argued and Throw me against the wall
"Cas!"
"You won't become a fucking  demon I help you unterstand? And I swear if Crowley touches you I will hunt hunt him down and I will kill him with no mercy" cas said angry
"Yeah I unterstand" I rolled my eyes
He let go off me and walked to my laptop he opened it

He doesn't know it's the only way to become human it's to become demon  but I can't tell him
I like him he's nice