A/n: I just felt like making a second part but now that's really the last one
Cas won't let me call Crowley he doesn't want that I become a demon he searched for something different to get rid of it but till now he didn't found anything and my urge to kill him gets stronger everyday but the feelings part I still have feeling for him but I think the Marc get the over hand
"Dean come here I think I found something" Cas called me
"Oh yeah? What is it?"
"There stand to get ride of the Marc you have to give them so someone else"
"And to who should I do that? And how?"
"To me just give me your arm I make the rest"
"Cas I won't you give the curse" I said
"Why not?"
"Let me think... remember when you were god? You went crazy there and with the Marc I don't want to know what it's like on you because I have it and I wanna kill your I have to fight against it with every part of my fucking body so no find another way or better we call Crowley"
"For the last time we won't call him and I'm not going crazy again just because of the Marc let me help you dean"
"Cas no I won't let you don't you unstertand I protect you from going insane from murdering"
"We two have mudered already"he said in a serious tone
"That's not the point if you have it you can't control yourself Cas I want to kill you I think I can't control it any longer so go and save yourself"
"I'm an angel dean"
"Well and I have an angel Blade so save yourself " I said and pulled the angel blade out of my pocket
"No" Cas walked torwards me
"What are you doing?" I asked confused
"Saving you?!"
"Cas no!" I screamed at him but it was to late he already had my arm he did something that I can't explain
Now he has the Marc
"Damn it Cas what have you done?"
"The right thing"
"Cas the Marc will destroy you"
"Maybe and when then I want you to kill me"
"Cas... if you have the Marc I can't fucking kill you you just come back to live"
"Oh well then just lock me up and throw away the keys"
"Nope I'm not doing that I call Rowena maybe she knows how to get ride of the Marc of chain from an angel"
"Dean?"
"Yeah?"
"If I get crazy if I want to kill you if I forgot who you are how I feel about you I want you to know something... i want you to know that I love you"
"Thanks I love you too and we will figure this out together you helped me now I help you"
"Promise me something"
"What?"
"Promise me if we can't get ride of it and I go insane like the times I was god lock me up and promise me to throw away the keys"
"Cas I can't do That I can't promise it we find a way and when not... we see what happened then but till then we try everything to get ride of it"
Cas nodded
Damn it why does he always saves me why can't he listen I wanted him to be save and now he has the Marc and I don't know what to do what if we can't ride if it? I mean no angel had it once I think what if he gets crazy? I won't lock him up that's not it
I hope we find a way to save Cas
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FanfictionIt's pure chaos at this point Finished Tw: Sucidie Self harm Sucidal thoughts And more This was my First FanFiction