me and Nathan had gotten closer now. he took care of me and it was difficult letting him in; but in the end he is the only one who would understand the depth of what I had gone through. I had forgiven him for all he had done. like they say love grows in a place where death can't reach. it's difficult to unlove someone no matter what they do. either you learn to love yourself more and put you first or you love them extra and look past their flaws making excuses for all their toxic traits. I had looked past his flaws and mistakes and I was happy. three month months after Nathan found me, I found out I had cancer. there was something so wrong about being in this kind of situation. my rapist turned lover. so I did what I was used to at this point. I packed up my nags and left. no note no forwarding address. I just left. got a wig and new eye contacts and with the spare money I did surgery to my face and looked different. I got a new ID and and passport and completely started from scratch. it was the best decision I was yet to make, maybe the best for now but that's all that mattered because who knew if I was alive tomorrow? moving from place to place makes you feel as if you have no home, no set origin and for some reason that gets to you at some point. I was dying. I was still on drugs. but I booked myself into a rehad. it was going to be tough but it was the only thing I could do.
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FOUL PLAY (book one)
Casualekidnapping, prostitution, pimping, abuse and all the real realities that some females undergo due to the power struggle. Ruth and Alison gets abducted and end up selling their bodies and drugs, getting pumped up by cocaine by their captors to keep t...
