FOUL PLAY (book one)

CHAPTER NINE

months dragged on into what I thought was years. my body had become so weak. I was delusional. I hadn't slept in over a week and my mind was playing with me, or maybe it was the drugs. I hadn't seen Allison since I had tried to escape. they had kept her away from me. at some point my captor had become my lover. Nathan sneaked me drugs and food and took care of my wounds. I got to know him better and was falling for him. what a twisted fate I had. falling for my rapist and captor. my father's murder. everyone was just blurred into each other. as I was packing drugs I saw my dad. he came up to me and just shook his head as he walked away. "what the...!" I was smacked across the face. we had to work in silence. we sold drugs and I never tried to escape again. there was a girl in our cell who looked like she was about to die. smelt like it too. they came in and took her away. later we heard her scream. and that's when they rounded us all up and took is to "watch a show" the show was her handing and us watching her last breath leave her body. when she was dead they pit us into groups and we had to hack her body into pieces, mince it and then package it. some of us had to bash the head into pieces and mix it with the compost in the garden where we would throw it over the weed plants after a week. me and three other girls were told to cook the "meat" and feed the rest of the girls and the left overs we had to give to the shop in the next town. they had made us so inhumane. no one was sane in this place and I was loosing all sense of reality. everything felt like a walking nightmare and I wasn't even aware of how crazy I was becoming. girls came and left this place. most girls were sold on the black market, others were used for prostitution, the rest of us either did all that or made, packaged and sold the drugs. I did everything. apparently people found interest in the workings of a transgender so I offer had many clients. we never kept any of the money. Ross, Nathan's brother was in charge of the whole operation. I later found out that Nathan's fake name Nick was a sinister concept. before I was born my mother had a son named Nick. he was gang raped then ended up joining the organisation. he later became one of the most feared and that's how my father found out about the ongoings of this operation. Nick killed himself one day and my parents never spoke of him. Nathan thought I had known of Nick so he had used his name to try and "warn" me. everything was just so twisted.
my big break finally came. they were moving me to the other "camp" I was to make sure all the girls were cleaned and fed for prostitution. how sinister. the raped encouraging raping. I was addicted to coke at this point and would do anything just to get a fix, even if it meant going against all my values. Nathan made sure the guards left me alone and so I got some free time. I still saw my dad and Allison. I wonder if she was alive at this point, she had looked so dead when I had last seen her.