I'm still in shock. Luke asked me out. OMG OMG OMG.
I cant stop thinking about that amazing, magical kiss. It was perfect. I'm so excited to tell Carly, I hope she's not mad at me anymore. My mum just walked in, should I tell her??
I don't know.
Well, I only have 60 days to live, so I'm going to share everything with my family, she deserves to know this sort of stuff, after all, she's losing her baby girl forever. Her must be heart broken.
I'm suddenly balling my eyes out, I can't stop crying.
The nurse must of heard my sobs because she came running in looking very worried. She was a pretty good nurse, I told her everything I was thinking and she just said, 'I know, it all seems so scary now, but trust me, it'll get easier.'
She has to go. I'm exhausted again, I think I might go to sleep.
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2 hours later
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Mum just walked into my room and woke me up, she said that the doctors have just been in and they are going to move me from Rosella (Intensive care ward), to Kookaburra (the cancer ward).
I'm soooooo stressed out. I don't know what to think, my head keeps spinning, I can't believe I only have 60 days left on earth.
I just keep picturing my mum lying over my dead body and crying uncontrollably.
This is something you can't just shrug off, it's my worst nightmare.
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