my daily life of thoughts

Nobody

I look disgustingly at my own reflection in the mirror
This shield that protects me is what I'm supposed to love
but every time I go out I die a little inside
because I should be kept away, out of sight

I want to wear all the cute things the others wear
to live a new life, where I can be treated fair
but in this life, I'm fully aware
that no one really, truly cares

I just want to be loved like everyone else does
for someone to pick up the pieces of my broken heart
to be someone's one and only
but no one ever stuck around to truly know me
I know now,  I'll forever be lonely

everywhere I look everyone is staring at my soul
if I'm in a crowded room, I will always feel alone
Maybe I need to have the perfect shape, hair, and skin
perhaps then I could no longer be the nobody that I'm living
In