my daily life of thoughts

acedemic things

I wish you knew what goes on in my head when

you say that you wish i could have gotten a better score

I study and study until my eyes are sore

but somehow you always end up wanting more

I wake up early

I'm always prepared

but at the end of the day

im always compared

why do you always expect so much from me?

I try my best, I just want to feel free

my mind is dying for a way out

but i'm scared to take the wrong route

your words fill me with tears

sometimes I wish,

i could just disappear

all I wanted was your love

but no matter what,

i'll never be enough.