my daily life of thoughts

drowning in despair

your words break me apart

sometimes i feel like 

i don't even know who you are

you aren't the person that i had fell in love with

I know,

that I should let go

but i've settled in far too low

i still need you to hold me when it gets tough

to look me in the eyes and tell me i'm enough

I just want to be embraced

please don't let all my time be a waste

but you just treat me like i'm not even there

please dont leave me hanging

im running out of air

you used to protect me 

just like God would protect the sea

you now protect someone else 

with all your love and care

and now i'm drowning in despair