The hang out that happened yesterday was fun. Although my only contribution was my laughs, I really enjoyed my time with them. Jiwon was really funny, paired with Chaeyoung. I already knew Chaeng was like that because we often hang out at the arcade whenever I'm in the mood to play. I can say that I got to be close with them, just a little bit but it's for starters, right?
And Jisun. I kinda still maintained little to no interaction as much as possible with her because it would be awkward. Me, having feelings for her is already awkward.
It's just me being a chicken, as to what Jiwoo would call me. But, who cares. Although she kept on checking if I was okay, which I appreciate a lot. I just realized that she's such a sweet girl, someone I do not deserve.
I once again wrote a letter for her and slid it inside her locker. The good thing is that no one was around, and I always make sure no one sees me putting these up or else I'll have to leave Korea and go to a place that's far away so that no one can find me.
The contents of the letter would just be poetry. About how she looks good in her outfit, or just random things like words of admiration. But I never ever once wrote to her about my feelings. I'd like to label myself to her as just her admirer. No confessions. That's just for me to keep.
"Gyuri-unnie!" I was walking towards the music room when Nagyung sprinted towards me like a baby chick.
"Hey, what's up Nagyung-ah?"
"I just want to tell you that my parents are out of town for two days and that I plan to invite you guys to hang out again," she says cheekily. I was surprised that she's still inviting me even though I'm no fun.
"Eh? I can't really promise that. I still have some catching up to do with my practices and... I'm just busy," I said, declining as I know that they're gonna gather up again.
Nagyung pouted cutely, "Why~~~ It'll be fun! Please, Gyuri-unnie~" she used her aegyo on me. I cannot resist it, but I already made up my mind.
I pinched her cheeks and giggled while shaking my head, "Maybe next time again, Nagyung-ah. If I'm not that busy anymore.... Anyway I have to get going."
I pat her head before walking towards the music room.
Not long before I could even put my things down, the door slammed open as a bunch of ravenous kids barged in the room with a high intensity of energy flowing.
"Ahh!! Finally a place to hang out!" Jiwon yelled and slumped on the floor. Chaeyoung took her phone and typed something in it. Hayoung, on the other hand, was dancing hiphop all over the place. I sighed.
"Why are you guys here? Don't you have classes?" I said calmly and settled myself in front of the piano.
"Omo, unnie! You weren't paying attention to the announcement, weren't you?" Chaeyoung asked as if she was horrified. She puts her phone back in her pocket before walking up to me.
"The whole campus doesn't have classes because there was a general meeting between the faculties. So we're free to do whatever," she says and shook my shoulders.
"This isn't the perfect place to hang out with, guys. I'm about to practice, you know?" I told them.
"Aigoo, Gyuri-yah. Can you at least take a break from that? You're always in the music room 24/7," Hayoung says and came to sit beside me. Her and Chaeyoung threw their arms around me.
"I don't mind. Besides, it's my forte."
"Unnie, there was never a moment that you left the music room....well, except when it's dismissal time and when you buy food. You need to go out, have fun and enjoy the youthful life," Jiwon said and pressed my cheeks together. Now I look like a duck being squished by these three.
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BLIND LETTER (GyulSun)
Fanfiction"Let me reveal my true feelings through these letters"