Alien on Earth: A Starseed Journal [Nonfiction]

Chapter 6: Hope and Loneliness

I read that as a starseed, sometimes you might need to look at things differently. Because of this, I decided I should probably pay for a few more readings. I assumed that some extra opinions can't hurt and the more I understand myself, the better!
I bought myself some readings from 2 other sources, which totaled me about 35 USD. Only one has actually come in so far but when both are completed I'll update you on what they said.

I mentioned earlier that my life has been pretty boring lately. For the most part, that's still true, but I think things will be looking up soon! I've had a lot more days off of work lately which means more time to live my life and more time to write. I'm also currently planning a massive party with my boyfriend for Halloween & his birthday (they're super close together) so I have that to look forward to.

Yesterday was pretty nice, too. I went to the mall with my boyfriend and went to one of the spiritual shops there. I got a labradorite necklace which is supposed to be representative of awakening as well as connecting to higher consciousness, which I thought was definitely appropriate since I recently awakened as a mythical. I also got a tree of life pendant that's supposed to help align your chakras since I'm pretty sure mine are all messed up, and then a tiger's eye pendant as well since tiger's eye is good for confidence and grounding, both things I need to improve on.

I'm trying to get my boyfriend involved in spirituality a bit but he's not that interested. He likes crystals, but he mainly just likes them because they're shiny. I can't really blame him though, I mean they are super pretty! He's not really interested in gems other than amethyst & citrine (our favorite colors) or opal & aquamarine (our birthstones).
One of my friends is super into stuff like this though! She made me a bracelet with citrine beads and regularly goes to magic shops. I don't think either of them would understand being a starseed or being a mythical though. The other day my boyfriend did say that he could see me being an alien, like completely randomly, so that's cool!

Last night I also got to see one of my friends from high school! I haven't really seen her much since graduation so it was kind of emotional. She's probably the most spiritual person I know, and probably the most likely to accept mythicals.
I think she mentioned once that she used to be friends with someone who was part demon, but I think they don't talk much anymore because of living far away. Maybe one day I'll explain being a starseed to her, but I'm still not entirely sure.

I wish I had starseed friends, specifically Andromedans. Earth is so lonely sometimes. Hopefully I'll find more people like me whenever I finally figure out what my mission here on Earth is!