Alien on Earth: A Starseed Journal [Nonfiction]

Chapter 2: Awakening

A few weeks ago I started having dreams of space. I had blue skin, white hair, and deep blue starry eyes. Obviously this was very different from my human form. It felt so real. I interacted with other people like me. The entire experience would've been absurd to any human, but to me, it was the most comfortable feeling in the world. It felt like being home.

These dreams happened every night, and every night my curiosity grew, until I couldn't stand it anymore. I scoured the internet, looking for answers, until I finally found out about starseeds. All the characteristics of a starseed matched me almost perfectly.

This led me down another rabbit hole where I discovered different types of starseeds. I resonated with a few, which is actually pretty normal since starseeds can incarnate in many different places in space, however the one that stuck out the most to me were the Andromedans. The descriptions of their personalities matched me exactly, and all of their physical descriptions did too. Blue skin, white hair, pretty eyes... it matched my dream self perfectly. Something that really stood out to me was the fact that Andromedan starseeds on Earth have a hard time putting on weight, which is something I've always struggled with since I was a kid.

At this point, I was almost sure I was a starseed... but part of me needed concrete evidence. I found out that one of the ways to figure out if you're a starseed is to get a birth chart reading done by a confirmed starseed, so that's what I did. It's fairly easy to get in contact with other starseeds if you know where to look, and for a price they'll examine your chart and contact you with your results. There's actually plenty of sellers on Etsy who do that and other starseed related services for a decent price, and that's where I went to get mine. Since I was rather impatient, I paid extra for a same-day reading. I was so nervous waiting for the results that it was all I could think about!

When the reading was done, I anxiously opened the message from the seller... and from that point on, I knew for certain that I was a starseed. It was almost scary how accurate it was! My chart showed that my incarnations were primarily Andromedan, and all the other types of starseed that had somewhat resonated with me were there too! I know this reading was accurate for a fact, too, because the starseed types that I didn't resonate with at all showed up zero times. Reading the seller's descriptions of the types that came up felt like having someone explain your entire personality and life back to you.

I was happy, and also extremely excited. I finally had an explanation for why I felt so drawn to the mythical community, and why I felt so alienated from my human peers. It was because I was an actual alien in a human vessel! This was a few days ago, and now I'm here on mythical Wattpad to document my journey.