F*cking the Enemy

16

It was time to go back home when you got a message from Taehyung:
'It might have sounded like empty words but I really meant what I said, I want a future with you, my angel'

Maybe he wasn't full of shit. Maybe none of them were. But why was it so confusing then? It makes no sense...

Just as you were getting in your car to drive home, a familiar voice calls out your name and you go back out to see what it wants.
Jungkook is rushing to meet you by your car, and his expression is conflicted.
-JK, what's going on?
Once he's finally face to face with you, he says nothing and simply grabs your arms, rubbing his nose against your cheek, and kisses you like he used to, passionately and savagely. With boyish red fire burning your lips, and you can't deny how good it feels: to be held like this, and desired like he desires you. It takes everything in you to break the kiss and to stop inhaling his intoxicating scent that you had missed so much.
-I'm sorry...- he speaks in a tone you've never heard before -...I've been a fucking idiot... didn't want to admit it to myself, It felt like I was betraying her...
-Admit what?- you ask with your heart beating a hundred miles per hour.
-I did all that cause I didn't want to fall in love with you... The hook ups, treating you like... shit... but I can't take it anymore... I love you, always have... I'm sorry it took me so long to tell you...- he hugs you for a while but you're frozen, perplexed... Then he rests his head against your forehead, cradling your smaller body with his strong arms.
-Jungkook, I'm sorry...- you answer after a few seconds, as you recover from the shock.
-No, you have n...
-I'm in love with someone else...
-What?! That rat bastard?!- he asks incredulously.
-Not exactly...- you reply trying to assess what your feelings for Namjoon are.
-Who then?- he questions rabidly, seemingly about to burst.
-Someone else, you don't know him...-
He lets go of you and walks around aimlessly, fuming and heartbroken...
-Is this your way of getting back at me?
-No! I don't want to hurt you!- you answer sincerely as unprecedented tears start forming in your eyes. You realize how much you would have liked to hear those words a few months ago, how long you settled, but now it's too late.
-Do you love me?!- he questions imploringly.
-I... don't...- you search within you but you've been suppressing your emotions for so long that you can't recognize what they're trying to tell you.
-I don't believe you...- his eyes are also glassy and it kills you to cause him pain, no matter how much resentment you've built against him.
-I...- you're trying to figure out what to say, how to feel, still unable to get over seeing Jungkook this distraught for the first time ever.
-Please, I know it's all my fault but just give me a chance to make you happy...- he begs desperately, walking over to you and tenderly caressing your back, your arms, then your hands.
Now he's kissing your fingers with his pinkish lips and his eyes closed, fully addicted to the feel of your skin. You can't resist him, you're not strong enough...
Guilt takes over you, just as you question why in the first place. It's not like Taehyung took you up for your exclusivity request, and Namjoon doesn't seem to want a relationship either... but all that's understandable, you reason. People don't jump into serious relationships overnight, you guess. And if you're out here sleeping with 3 guys at once then that makes the idea of exclusivity even more ridiculous for you to expect. Do you even want an exclusive relationship anyways? Or do you want a connection? Something that makes you feel human?
-Come home with me...- he pleaded, stroking your whole body against his, but you're still paralyzed -... you know you want to baby, please...
This time he's going for the money, sliding his hand down to grab your ass, his fingers reaching so far down they can touch your sex, while your repressed desires are causing you fatigue and his kiss turns aggressive. Biting your lip, suctioning the soul out of you like a hungry predator, your underwear is a mess by now.
-Tell me you love me...- he asks hoarsely while your despair makes you loose your balance.
-Tell me... tell me...- he keeps insisting continuously, until you snap out of his possession.
-I need time!- you finally say, resoundingly.
-Wait!- he entreats but you pry yourself away from him, get in your car and turn it on.
He calls your name and holds your hand one last time.
-Please Jungkook, I need to organize my thoughts... You just sprung this on me after so long... I need to think about it...
He breathes in through his nose aggressively, his face is all red and his gorgeous doe eyes are teary... He's just so beautiful...
-Ok... think about it...- he finally answers, straightening up with enormous effort.
You drive away while you look at the man who says he loves you let you go through the rear view mirror, probably punishing himself right now. Your heart trying to beat out of your chest cause he's so gorgeous and he seemed so sincere; he tasted so good yet you still resisted him. All for Taehyung's promise? Or was it for your own pride? Was it out of fear of finally letting your walls down? What a mess!
As soon as you get home you take off all your clothes to jump in the shower. He couldn't have picked a more opportune time to mess with your head? Now you're so freaking horny... You need a clear head if you plan on starting the operation tomorrow.
Namjoon also sends a text that you notice once you get out of the shower: "I want to see you"
But you don't have time for his booty calls anymore. Maybe you should cut him off, even if truth be told, you want him so much right now... and you want Jungkook... and you want Taehyung... you can't deny any of it. You want the three of them on you. Pleasing you, making up for how much they've fucked with your head. But you couldn't handle the three of them, you can barely handle one at a time... Leaving you sore for days after that. Fucking animals...
You touch yourself as you get in bed, let your hand relieve the tightness you're wound up with, but as you do so you hear the knob of your front door twist open. While you straighten up to reach your nightstand gun, the silhouette of Namjoon's God-like body peeks through the small crack of your slightly open bedroom door. Then his beautiful hand pries it open and his look of desire meets your eye.
-You're getting careless Detective, the door was unlocked...
-What are you doing here?- you say nervously as you close the nighstand drawer and straighten up, still completely damp and naked.
-You're ready for me, I see...- he adds salaciously, seemingly ignoring your question. It's not like you haven't violated his privacy before, but still...
-You can't just barge in here whenever you want to get laid...- you double down.
-So it's ok when you do it but not me?- he replies defiantly, making you regret your previous statement immediately. Nobody is as intimidating as him when he doesn't like what he heard.
You look away embarrassed, but after a few seconds he takes a seat on your bed. You hadn't even noticed the bouquet of red roses he was carrying, which he laid on the bed as he softened his expression.
-I thought you and I had something special...- he says then, while you grab the flowers in a gesture of appreciation mixed with shyness, covering yourself since it dawns on you, you're fully naked
-Did we?
-Don't you know the effect you have on me?- he says before grabbing your ankles to straighten up your legs, taking a good look at your naked body. His intense dragon eyes pinning you down as he gets up to undress himself. His coat, then slowly his shirt, his pants... He's such a daddy! Who could ever resist him?!
Once he's fully nude, and your wetness is leaking onto your bed just from the unbelievable visuals, he lays down to submerge himself in your sex. Slowly, tenderly, excruciatingly good. He's such a sensual lover, savoring every moment to the maximum extent but it's not like you're gonna last long at this rate. He latches on to your clit while pushing it in with his skillful tongue, poking his finger in your ass, and your eyes water from the intensity of your premature orgasm. It feels like Tae opened the floodgates to your emotions and now they are leaking onto your feelings for both Jungkook and Namjoon as well, because you've never felt more alive. You make Namjoon come up for air and climb on top of him to ride him like a stud. He supports your hips, basking in the glory of your naked body on top of him.
-Baby, you feel so good!- he moans huskily while you do everything in your power to please him. Pinching his nipples, sucking his plump lips, twerking on his monstrous cock, just the way he likes it. His grab on you is dominant yet loving, a little bit more desperate than usual for some reason. You can tell he's not gonna last long this time, but he will surely want more after that... so you fuck him until his warm cum shoots up inside you as he moans huskily, filling you up, he presses on your clit relentlessly with his thumb but his eyes are going blank... You cum catastrophically right after him because who the fuck wouldn't...
A few minutes of the two of you catching your breath go by before he says something that make your heart stop in its tracks.
-I'm falling in love with you...- he says with a vulnerability you've never witnessed before, and as inconvenient as it might seem, you feel very strongly for him too. How could you possibly give him up? How's it possible? You've completely shut yourself off to love your whole life and now you find yourself having feelings for 3 different people?! Why is this happening?!
His back is resting against your headboard, and he seems so comfortable even though he's never been at your place before
-But I've been seeing Taehyung behind your back, I didn't think...- you confess, hoping he won't flip out.
-And who do you think allowed that to happen?- he interjects with such an imposing tone, like he owns you. Like you're being stupid for even bringing that up.
You're not sure if he's aware that Taehyung has "plans" for the two of you, or if Namjoon is included in those plans, but it doesn't seem prudent to bring that up right now. Do they have an understanding about sharing you, or are they just assuming that they're going to get picked over the other? You would hate to come in between their brotherhood, but the idea is too complicated to process now.
He invites you to rest your head on his lap and you oblige.
-I want to take you on a vacation next week to The Maldives... just the two of us...- he requests, caressing your hair as your head rests against his thigh.
-A vacation?- the idea of something like that when you've barely left the city before seems so foreign...
-Would you come with me?
-I don't know, I'm super busy right now but maybe...- you don't want to reject his sweet invitation right off the bat but it seems unlikely that something like that will be possible.
-Think about it my love...- he responds patiently.

That night he sleeps next to you after making love again, but the next morning, as you open your eyes to reach for his soft caramel skin, a feeling of emptyness, like the one you get when you're speeding down a steep roller coaster inhabits your body. 
He's nowhere to be seen.